Hey All.

I have this question that has been on my mind since I have started dreaming and doing all of this cool stuff .

After my dreams and my one lucid dream, I did not feel as if I was in the moment. It's a bit hard to explain, but I didn't feel as if I was there, kind of like that I just watched a movie, but it all happened as if I didn't actually "be" in the dream conciously or something like that... Its like, I went to sleep and I woke up, and I didn't remember being in the dream itself at all. Like actually being inside of it as a moment in time, somehow I did not keep track of time itself, but obviosly time doesn't exist in dreams. However, I am having trouble putting the question on the dot, and actually saying it because I am trying to describe as best I can.

If I had to summerize the question it would probably be:

Why don't I feel like I am a part of the dream, and actually feel like I am "living" inside the dream?

I still feel as if I am a spectator and I am not actually "the" dream,

Any thoughts?

-CV