Thread: Bro's Inner journey...have a peek

Lots of dreams and lots of data. Funny how the porno dream ended with food.

3 dreams featuring cars - which I tend to connect with freedom. Perhaps if it's the same for you the lightening rod was your way of stopping something otherwise uncontrollable and unpredictable taking away your freedom?

P.S. It won't work unless you ground the car

jesus man your recall really is great! thats so many you remembered

ha porn dreams lol I know that one

that dream about S sounds like it may have been quite intense, I hope everything will be good between you's I know it sucks when there are disputes between friends.

That ultimatum dream is sad, I had one once (atleast I think) about rent and getting thrown out but I am not sure if it was a dream or not but I hope things get better for you at home

Somebody wants a car for Christmas!

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The sick killer dream was pretty fascinating! And your description of it was very visual. I like the way you write.

It does look like your doing quite well with recall now.

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Originally Posted by bro

Hehe..thanks Mark..we all have off and on days..Mark, i'd like to see a porn dream in your journal..don't censor! (I woosed out of a few of mine that were just so..awful) ..but you, marky! do share!

ha ha as you request here a a couple of links lol, they are from a while back so they are kind of censored

Pool side one
http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...6&postcount=53

lol you will know the one
http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...5&postcount=77

http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...&postcount=185

they are not as detailed as my newer dream though

Originally Posted by bro

Thanks for your understanding...it's been rather turbulent..working on creating my own life but I got set back due to so very many things and it's agonizingly slow to recover ..and "S"..yeah, thanks for the support.. I tried contacting him...no luck..I guess we all have to look out for ourselves.

hey man any time you need to talk just drop me a pm, after all you have given me some great advice and you have been especially helpful with my issues.

lol them dreams are great....looks like i have a rival in these sorts of dreams ha ha

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haha I dream about it all the time, its strange though its not that im any kind of perv its just I dream about sex alot when im lonely its almost like im craving the intimacy or something.

yeah your dream sounded cool lol

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These are such amazing dreams. I haven't had time yet to read them all, but I will. I'm so happy that finally I can read them.

By the way, if you don't mind me asking...

What the hell happened to you on that trip in Costa Rica?


Anyway, great to see this up. Don't answer my question if it's personal. You have amazing recall. C yah.

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Oh my god. I've never heard quite such a bad experience. That's terrible! That's really, really, terrible. Social psychology has such a lot to answer for.

man that is terrible! no one ever deserves that treatment!

I totally understand how it was having been through much the same thing, although at least I could escape when I slept.

These experiences have one of 2 effects on people, you either become one of them (which unfortunately is the majority) or like you, you become better, stronger and nice, caring and understanding (which are brilliant traits very few people posses) and its people like you who will make a difference to people. I for one am glad to have spoken with you....having been around for a few months I have seen the effect you have had on people which is brilliant people like them are the very meaning of scum.

I am so very sorry you had to go through that, it really gets to me so much. I hope you are able to get over it, I for one know how very difficult that is

That's rough, bro. I can't believe that happened, its like surreal, except I know all too well how stupidly wicked and hurtful people can be.

I think its a good thing that it repeats in your dreams. Even if the dreams are bad ones, its your minds way of digging through crappy feelings and memories. I had a terrible experience with some girls when I joined the Cheerleading Squad in Middle School, where one girl whom I had befriended in 6th grade on the track team now hated my guts because she had 'climbed the social ladder' and she would get the whole team to beat up on me with their stupid itchy pom poms when the teacher left. The teacher never believed me, either, and I eventually quit.

It wasn't anywhere near what you went through, but I mention it because It sat inside me festering for months. I had wanted to join the "Pom Squad" because I wanted to meet new people and do something outside of my usual circle of acquantances, and because it sounded like fun. When that happened that girl did nothing but ruin the great positive feelings I was putting into my life at the time and it ended up affecting more than Pom Squad. I remember I kept dreaming about the time there, and some dreams were like nightmares and other were great, but after all that time I was able to put it aside as her stupidity and move on. I'm sure all those dreams helped me sort through those feelings.

So, again, nothing like the level of your Costa Rican experience. But now everytime I see a RL problem cropping up in my dreams I tend to be happy about it, because they do more towards changing my feelings on the problem and reaching a solution than considerable RL effort on my part. Even nightmarish dreams about RL problems that make me wake up full of adrenaline and a little fear also make me feel a little better because I know that I'm not just conciously working through it, I'm subconciously doing so too. Things usually pass away faster when my subconcious is involved, and I don't end up so bitter about it than I might have been.

-_- which I think is what really bothers me about moments "When Stupid People Attack:" they tend to change my own behavior for the worst as a result.

So, to summarize: Maybe its good you dream about the event still. *nods* Its like your brain passing all the crap they gave you out of your system so you can go on to being your non-crappy self.

That sounded much worse than a nightmare. And much longer obviously. To have to survive with so much threat and ridicule about is beyond anyone's call. And to have no-one to turn to!

I suspect you want to tell all but who can you trust? Sure it's made you tougher, and that's what toughness is for. But you sound like the kind of guy who has quite different qualities - thoughtfulness, care and enthusiasm.

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You've got a lot of entertaining dreams in here. I notice you generally recall a fairly large number of dreams in a night. That's better than I've been doing for awhile now. Whenever I let my daily paper journal start to lapse I lose a lot of the different dreams each night.

I fell into the stream of sewage and worried that I'd get infected. My dad then walked in and said, "Isn't it the perfect time for a swim?"

I'm only about 1/4 way through the first page (40 posts per page) but that comment from one of your earlier ones is pretty funny.

Red Laser Lucid

-I dreamed that I was going to cut through the back door of my house to get to school. (the grounds are located right behind some trees in my backyard). I was telling myself “you’ve gotta eat more to get big and strong” as this was on my mind. As I approached the back door, through the family room, a bright red light flashed right in my eye, blinding me for a few seconds. What happened next was a few short seconds of lucidity. I looked around again, at a dim dream environment, fading by the second…I tried to get my bearings but woke almost immediately, to my dismay. Length=5-10 seconds.

Was that your remdreamer kicking in?


Keep it up. You recall a good number of dreams. We just need to help you figure out how to lengthen your lucid time. But hey, you certainly aren't doing bad.

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Originally Posted by bro

Burned up! Thanks for your brilliance again, and your thoughtfullness and understanding..and compliments.. It was a nightmare...the base definition of one and I was trapped..harm was actually occuring. I haven't trusted many with this, but I decided not to keep holding it in...better to discuss with trustworthy, open-minded, kind people. In fact..I think the experience allows me to put myself in other's shoes..Perhaps it would suit me to help others in some way..I don't know.

Holding it in - yes after what you've been through it's been the safest bet.

The "wounded healer" narrative is one that brings a lot of people into a helping relationship - certainly in the counselling world anyway. But those who do that are encouraged not to use helping as a way of distracting them from working on their own inner healing - i.e. helping comes from valuing the other and from wanting to work in a relationship not from a "righting the wrong" attitude which is based on anger. Your adjectives above: trustworthy, open-minded, kind are a great place to start

Meantime, keep up the interesting dream work.

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Hey bro,

Just catching up on your dream journal. What a horrible experience in Costa Rica. It makes me angry just reading about it. I'd like to get my hands on those punks and give them a country style farm boy ass whooping. I can relate to your story. It is how I was treated and felt through some of my early school years. In my ninth grade year, a new kid moved into school and instantly became the most popular kid around. For whatever reason (still unknown to me) he decided to make me his best friend. It didn't make me popular like he was, but at least people left me alone after that.

I guess the moral is to keep your head up. You have a lot of life left to live and all will turn out well in the end! I'm rooting for you. BTW, don't PM mark, the rest of us will feel left out. I'm sure we would all love to offer you encouragement and support. So, if you have laundry that needs airing - just air it!

Si necesitas practica hablando espanol, puedes hablar conmigo en cualquier momento. Siempre estoy buscando oportunidad escribir lo. Lo hablo diario, pero casi no lo escribo y por lo tanto no esta muy bien my ortografia.

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