Wow. Just wow.
This thread changed my life.
Okay, there is so much stuff. I'll try to make sense of it. I'll list a few facts first.
1. The first thing I can remember is sleeping over at my best friend's house a few years ago (he moved to australia now) and waking up, going to the toilet. I asked him if he ever got those weird tingly feelings all the way from lower to upper back/shoulders early in the morning. He said yeah, usually while taking a piss. I could relate to this. Early in the morning, with no negative emotions. Fresh from waking up.
2. I also know there is one street lamp that turns on/off every time I pass it. I always thought it to be a coincidence.
3. This thread means so much to me not only because I can relate to almost every single thing said in it but because this year, since the new year, has been THE year that I have been thinking of these things the most.
4. Since new years I developed a weird ability: I can use sounds around me to produce a good tingling feeling in my ears. I can make it more and more intense, but have never tried to do it all the way.
5. I have had this very often, that the sound from one of my ears disappears completely and is replaced by a high pitched ringing. Something like 9 thousand herz (i love playing with audio ). This is only on ONE ear, and it has happened several times on both of them, but only on ONE at once! It usually happens when I just get bored and zone out, it has happened TWICE during art lessons in two different schools!
6. That phsycotic-like happiness. Recently I've developed a motto: When I feel depressed, or any negative emotion, I think "Well fuck that, no point in feeling bad." and I just put on the manic grin or listen to music and make that good feeling in my ears. And it works, too. I definitely need to try that tomorrow at school, after reading this tread it seems doing just that can change so much, and even if this thread is just lies, invented stuff, (which I really hope it isn't, ) I can still see the social benefits of being in a really good mood.
7. Synchronicity: I have noticed LOADS of coincidences recently. One comes to mind right now:
I fell in love with a girl at ski camp around new years. I won't go into that. But during those 5 days my music taste basically morphed into hers, but I still kept my old one as well! So now I love the music I used to, and the music she does. Cool eh?
Well, I also love the music I did but a broader category. I'm MUCH more open minded to music now, I can listen to anything due to said good feeling in ears.
Well, here's what that has to do with this thread: I found a great new artist I like, Mouse on Mars. I found one of their music videos, for their song Twift. The video for the song is a game that nobody i know has heard of. I have it for playstation one.
That is coincidence number one. But get this!
Some guy on MSN, "Kobe.", one of the people who I have no idea where I know them from but really enjoy talking to. Get this: I was listening to a different Mouse on Mars song and remembered that really weird coincidence with the game. Well, I went on YouTube and searched for Twift, and found it. The VERY INSTANT that I clicked on the link to the video, I got a message from Kobe.
"I JUST FOUND THE BEST GAME EVER!!" (meant sarcastically, since the game is complete crap )
It was the EXACT same game. He found files for a N64 emulator on Windows, and he showed me it. Exactly the same game. Just slightly different since this was for a different console.
Extremely weird.
8, and probably the most important: I just realized after reading through this whole thread, and being extremely happy, that I DON'T have Ancient Greek lessons tomorrow! The reason this is fucking awesome is that I just spent the whole past 7 hours on the computer, being addicted to the internet, not being able to get off and study, which would have resulted in completely failing the test tomorrow.
Coincidence? Could be, since I remember seeing the schedule revision on our site but not realizing what it means since it is presented in the format that we have physics the 4th hour instead of the 6th. That meant nothing to me, until I realized that it would mean physics would be replacing whatever we had the 4th hour. Greek!
Oh, I almost forgot:
9. Yesterday I opened up MSN, and had a look at my contact list. All the interesting people were Away or Busy. So I see Derek, some guy I never talked to. Once, maybe. Twice. Not much. I open the window.
What follows was as amazing to me then as this thread is now. I found a person who I can relate to about the universe, how stuff works. I can't explain it now in this thread, sorry, but it was definitely the best conversation I ever had. One interesting detail: I had a verbal thought "I should probably talk to him ONLY about this, the universe etc, since we probably have nothing else in common".
I was right, we don't
10: I have extreme arachnophobia. Heh. And one time I was lying awake thinking about lucid dreams, staring at my bed (not very effective method, i know ) when I saw it.
Some cloud of black on gray. I couldnt see much, it was very dark. But it was enough. I turned the light one.
The biggest, slimiest, creepiest, fucking most horrible CENTIPEDE ever. In my bed. Right in front of my nose. I get up and examine it more carefully. Yup, definitely a centipede. Are they poisonous? I don't care. I'll kill it. It slides under the matress on the floor that doubles as a bed, so I lift it up. I can't see it. It's gone. I run out screaming like a maniac and look for a newspaper.
I come back. Nowhere. Gone forever. Not helpful that my room's a complete junkyard. Shitloads of stuff on the floor everywhere. I also have a phobia for mosquitoes, and those flying... things... with long wings and extremely long legs. One day there were FOUR of them in the house. And I couldn't kill them. They're probably harmless, but I sure as hell don't want four floating stupidly around my house.
Hmm. I wonder how long this post is by now. yeah. Huge. Sorry
I think I spent so much time typing this, that I forgot most of what I wanted to say. Oh yes, of course. I'll have to try that extreme happiness thing at school tomorrow. I'm already pretty good at it, just always forget to actually do it.
So wow. Thank you so much!
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