 Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue
So who is this Eva?
She's a fictional character from a video game called Metal Gear Solid 3.
She appeared in Metal Gear Solid 4, but she's like 70+ years old in that game I think, so I don't really think too much about her figure in that one >.>
I saw her appear in a non-lucid during my earlier months here on DV, and she gave me a gray letter with the "M" written on it. I don't remember what the M stood for, but I searched for her ever since I met her when I got on top of the ladder from escaping some kind of military laboratory.
I was trying to kill some guards, but ended up failing horribly, so after I went on top of the ladder, the alarm system reset for some odd reason.
She's a blonde female, and I've been finding her to hopefully allow her to be my projection as to why I have blonde females show themselves frequently in my non-lucids (lucids as well, but I don't get a lot of lucids unfortunately).
Recently, I had a dream about her showing the way to what seemed to be how my mind associated with how the Akashic Records would be.
She was a bit different than what I expected her to look like, but it was her for sure.
At first, I wanted to create a DG based on her looks, for personal reasons, then I gave up on that ambition, then I came back to finding her again for the same reasons again, except this time, my mind is creating her naturally instead of me forcing to create one.

Like I described with how blondes exhibit a positive energy towards me, I wanted to use Eva as the epitome of that, but the dream I had with her helping me sneak in a library full of guards, she was a bit laconic towards me, almost depressed, but still willing to help me.
And how she didn't disappear when I was distracted a few times proves that my mind is getting closer to actually make her a potential DG for me. Who knows....I'm not sure who my real DG is as yet, so I'm just presuming it's Eva for now.
Maybe she could be my astral guide to find the Akashic records in both my non-lucids and lucid dreams.
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