Repeat your mantras again tonight, eMCLucid, and see if she appears again! Though I believe you don't need to have a DG to talk to your subconscious. Theoretically any DC should be part of your subconscious. I think some people even used an object to ask their subconscious questions--I've read about someone using a magic 8 ball to receive answers from their subconscious. Have fun with it, however you manage to do it!