Quote Originally Posted by Xanous View Post
Ah I go back and forth a lot like this. It is annoying. I think its just that you are not really "locked in" full dream and you kind of startle yourself back to your physical body.
Whatever it is you are doing to address this, it obviously works. You had about 50 million DEILDs on your September Task of the Month, all through a bunch of either frightening or emotional dream content. That's the level I want to get to.

Maybe I just don't fight hard enough. Eventually I just sort of found myself much more awake than asleep, as if the dream finally had enough of me and booted me out.

A lot of this must have to do with mindset. How do you get a handle on your excitement/emotions/fear/whatever so that you can let yourself just get sucked back in?