I think I was a bit overzealous yesterday when I implied I might become a natural. I'm never going to become a natural. I night of non-lucids like last night will ground me real quick.

Last night, I was either dreaming faster than I was expecting or I would let my awareness wander off before I was dreaming. I have to be ready for and expecting a dream at any time for the method to work. I like the method though. I'll keep working at it.

Usually my weekend serving shifts are so busy and mentally exhausting that when I'm trying to go to bed that night, my mind will create imaginary guests that I feel obligated to serve! It's so wierd! It makes it tough to concentrate and be as aware as I need to be which probably explains my lack of lucids on the weekend.