Thanks paige! I'm re-awakening again. It feels much more calm now. I think thats got a lot to do with finding this site, having access to read this material, and just knowing that its not just me lol. I'm one of those weird naturals! My partner is a natural WBTB'er who actually would give his right arm to not dream, because its always a nightmare, never a break from nightmares, every night for the past 20 years. He's 41, and he knows when the nightmares began, now that we've been reunited after 20 years apart, he's been changing emotionally, letting go of some anger and guilt. Healing in progress! <3 There's no such thing as coincidence, and finding this site was no accident for either of us.