Its answering some questions, since its coming without the fear/chaos that was once attached to it. I've been interpreting dreams for 25 years now, studying symbolism in the many forms, and I want to expand that into an actual career, something that would actually give me an income. Over the last few days, I came here originally to help my partner with his nightmares, and hoping to help him with his desire to become lucid (more lucid, he is barely aware sometimes when he is dreaming, that he is in fact dreaming but cant change anything yet). And then I discovered that his pattern of sleeping was linked to his intense memory of dreams (he is a natural WBTB), based on the educational material I found here. Then when I was on facebook today, I asked the question "What song reminds you of me?" as a status update, and out of the blue, someone who hasn't spoken to me in ages said "Dream weaver!" I was like....girl you have no idea how timely that was. And then I spoke to my Mom today, and she was reinterating my desire to turn dream work into something tangible. And I happened to mention my partners sleeping problem, and we talked about my sleep paralysis and how thats been passed down to my children. And it hit me. Polysomnography. Sleep study. DUH.