 Originally Posted by CanisLucidus
Yes, this thing with my eyes wanting to shift perspectives has happened to me a few times. It's maybe every 7th or 8th dream, and I wish that I had a good explanation for what causes it. It also doesn't usually collapse the dream scene for me and kind of goes away after a second.
Do you follow the urge or keep focused at one spot?
 Originally Posted by CanisLucidus
Can you describe this urge to look away? Is it sudden and violent?
It's sudden. Not so much violent as automatic. It seems to happen very quickly.
 Originally Posted by CanisLucidus
Do you feel that your negative feelings about this urge to look around are perhaps what collapses the dream scene?
Interesting point. I don't think with this specific urge I have too many negative feelings, but I might have built up an expectation within myself that it's hard to keep a lucid dream going, so that manifests. Think that could be it? I've had about 30 lucids, with most lasting 5-60 seconds, a couple in the 5-10 minute range and one about 15 minutes. It seems like I should be better at this by now, but even that thought is probably unhelpful. I should do more hypnosis on myself. 
 Originally Posted by CanisLucidus
One thing I'd definitely advise is to go with the flow in any way that you can during a dream.
I had two lucid dreams this morning, and took your advice.
In the first, I am crawling underneath a fence, chasing a bad guy with a big barreled sniper rifle. My shirt snags on the bottom of the fence, I pull through and it rips. I'm running and running, see a house and a roof. I say to myself, If I can leap onto the roof then I'm in a dream. I easily fly through the air and land on the roof. I keep going with the flow, chasing him. I remind myself I'm in a dream in order to stay lucid. I ask out loud What is it I wanted to do in a lucid dream? I can't remember. I wake up soon after. As I'm waking I try to spin, I end up spinning slightly in bed and waking abruptly.
The second was more helpful. I had stabbed this evil fat man with only thumbs for hands. I stabbed him with a pen in the chest and he walked away down a hallway. As I'm walking after him, I see him begin to sink through the floor as he's walking, kind of like he's able to walk through walls. I ask him, Who do you represent? I recognize I'm dreaming. I ask the dream, What does he represent? I hear a woman behind me begin to giggle. I turn around and the image blurs. For a second I see a nurse in blue scrubs, then I wake. I'm not sure exactly what he represented but I feel better, somehow.
Earlier in the night I did a dream incubation session about something I was still bitter over. I don't know if this dream was the one that fixed it, but when I think of the situation now, I'm not bitter anymore. Pretty cool.
 Originally Posted by BossMan
Cool workbook Neuralswarm, I like your listed goals.
Thanks! Lucid dreaming is pretty powerful. I'm amazed how little attention I gave to dreams before starting my practice. They can teach so much.
 Originally Posted by BossMan
Your from the ATL? What university and high school did you go to?
I'm from the Stone Mountain area. I dropped out of high school on my 16th birthday and have been studying on my own ever since.
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