Thought I should post an update on my progress, recently my Lucid Dreamer pills from ADN came in.
I decided to go straight for the double dosage because I really wanted to experience something special. I did a WBTB+5 hours and woke up to take the pills then immediately went back to sleep. Unfortunately I ran into the same problem I usually get, I can't fall asleep and stayed up for about an hour and a half doing nothing. At one point I even got out of my bed and just started browsing the web. I felt like the Galantamine actually woke me up more than normal.
Anyway, I decided to attempt a WILD but did not bother doing any of the special techniques mention in a lot of the guides. I just let my self doze off but when my HH started I regained a lot of my awareness (probably due to the galanatamines effects of increased awareness). I remember hearing someone whispering in my ear as I lay still, he was chanting the same thing over again and I could hear it very clearly and loudly. I also felt like something was sitting on my back or hugging me from behind, eventually I felt like I wanted to reposition my self and dug my self deeper into my pillows. I kept going and going until my whole body was submerged under pillows, at this point I was actually dreaming and had not realized it. All of a sudden I'm standing in blackness and I quickly do a reality check, and a super loud noise comes out of no where and wakes me up, Oh well....
At least I know what its like to actually pass into a WILD now, I feel I can do it again but only when I have no obligations in the morning.
Also that article is very inspiring, I will definitely try to stop harboring my thoughts as I actually do this all the time. I usually replay certain events in my head over and over when I'm doing nothing, I never thought about looking at my thoughts as a natural occurrence I could ignore like breathing or blinking.
Interesting stuff.
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