One of my family members and I had a long, heated debate about LDing, where she kept insisting that LDing could neither be as realistic or even close to real life, and how HH was terrible, and her experiences with that and SP. She has SP disorder but refuses to admit it is a disorder, and asked me how you could tell the difference between HH and dreams. She kept on telling me how horrible HH and SP were, and I told her about my HH, filled with beautiful music and cartoons, and she told me about the demons and witches she saw, and just told me “whatever, it’s bad for you so don’t do it.” I know she means well, but seriously. The whole time she was just telling me she needed scientific proofs and papers whenever I said something about the vividity of dreams or time dilation, and I just felt so frustrated. My parents are just “You cannot control your dreams.” And “Why are you even interested in that site?”
Anyway, insomnia bit back last night, but I managed to get enough sleep by sleeping on the ground for about 30 minutes and going back to bed afterwards. Oh, and did I mention that I had a long lucid two nights ago that I don’t remember much of at all. I basically wandered around completely stripped of my memory for a long time. So that makes my next goal improving dream memory.
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