Date: 11/12/13
Technique: MILD & WBTB (WILD??? )
Total Sleep: 7 (ish)

Lucy you didn't tell me you had an evil twin named 'Goosey!' Last night, I went to bed at my usual insomniatic time of 1:00am. During the day I continued to do my RC and really focus on making the RC as real as possible. Then before I fell asleep I would replay my mantras in my head. I did a WBTB and don't really know when I fell back asleep, but I remember being 'faintly' lucid in a dream, but not lucid enough to count as a 'lucid.' To me ninety-nine and a half lucidity will not do! For me, it must be 100% lucid for it to count! I'm saying this because I remember that I was trying to do the task of the month...I remember reciting all of the months...BUT NOT BACKWARDS like the rules of the TOTM had required. I recited the months in their regular order. I faintly remember telling myself that I was dreaming, but I don't recall taking control and the dream just continued on. I felt like I was watching everything happen like a bystander and not really participating in the dream. It was like I was lucid...but I wasn't lucid and didn't do anything to be a true part of the lucidness (if that makes any sense ). That is why I said I met Lucy's evil twin "Goosey" because I was being 'goosed' or 'tricked' into thinking I was clearly lucid, but really I wasn't.

However, I will count this as progress! And Goosey...please stay the hell outta of my way!