Is this you talking to yourself or something.
LOL! Uh....Yeah. I have no idea why I do this but it make my journaling 'real' if that makes sense. I feel like I am talking to a friend and I have named this person "Lucy" short for Lucidity. Sometimes I like to add something stupid like what I said about making it up to her tonight, really meaning that I hope I can just get lucid and stabilize. I know...corny.

Also, I had a strange experience. I was on a jog in the woods and got into a meditative like state on the trail. Somehow I got the impression that the trees started speaking to me. They said, "We are here to serve you [humanity]." I got the feeling that we should be grateful for this and not abuse it. Super CRAZY I know, but it's really interesting some of the things that happen to me when I've been running for a while. It's like some sort of altered state that I find immensely interesting. Just thought I would share.
Hey, I don't know if I told you but I run also! You do become one with nature. I live in the country so I see all kinds of animals. I was a city girl so when I moved to the country and took up jogging I was scared to death. You see all kinds of animals (foxes, raccoons, etc.). I thought I moved to Animal Planet or something!

And... I haven't been doing my meditation much either. I've been super tired with my changes to my work schedule. I hope to normalize soon. I hope your session goes well tonight!
Well, we are going to just have to motivate each other! I just posted my session. Let me know what you think. I got a lot more work to put into my meditation sessions. My schedule is finally calming down so I'm claiming lucy will spend time with me soon.