Found my totem animal in a dream last night. She's a big soft grey wolf with light golden eyes. Now that I thought about it, she have the coloring of a Chartreux cat. She want me to name her, and she's wearing a coat made of the fur of another wolf of the same color, head included. Eli thinks that 1°) she's a puppy because of her proportions and 2°) She's wearing her own fur, she just molted like a caterpillar or a snake.