Aaand I'm starting to lose my motivation as always.

I realised today that I'm sleeping (I saw the time: 61:00) but I couldn't do anything, maybe I was awake already. Hard to say. I tried to imagine again the dream but it disappeared. I see that I don't know what to do in such situations.

Another thing from today. Maybe that was just a dream but I dont't know. I was aware of my physical body (or dream body from another dream) and I was partly in the dream. I imagined that I'm holding a cat and he appears, I felt his weight and touch. But I knew that it wasn't reality. I was just happy because that was my cat who died couple months ago. So maybe this emotion was distracted also. However I haven't that much control or lucidity probably so again - I did nothing with it. Anyway that was odd because I felt these two bodies.

So I don't know why this happened when I almost stopped doing RCs and stuff. I try to do it anyway tho.

Meh.