Hi

I'm kind of a cronic newbie at this been trying for quite a while now but I have not had a lucid dream for months now. I have two major problems I would appreciate if you helped me with.

1. I do sometimes RC in a dream and become aware. The second this happens everything turns black (i dont see anything at all) and a very loud noise starts. It's a very metallic sound that repeats itself, sort of like when your computers soundcard freaks out At the same time its like a hook drags me to awakeness. I have been lucid successfully in the past so i now how to stabilize the dream and not to get to exited when you become lucid, but nowadays I dont even get that chance, the millisecond I become aware this happends. how do I tackle this?

2. I have also been trying to WILD, I havn't had much success so far when I planned it but somethimes I find myself waking up a while before the alarmclock is supposed to ring. I'm then able to stay in that deeply relaxed state when the hypn. hallucinations go wild. The problem now is that I have a kind of wierd halucination, or at least I hope its a halucination! It feels like someone is grabbing hold of my jaws and start grinding my teeth together with great force. The thing is that I grind my teeth for a fact, so ofcourse I get very worried that I'm destroyng my teeth (I can literally feel the teeth SCRATCHING forcefully!!) and wake up.What do you think? is it a hallucination or should I worry?

Sorry for the long post, hope you have the time to give me some advise Its been several months since I LDd and I'm getting very frustrated

//The Swedish Viking