Thread: Hi its my first post and A question I have :)

I think it's just a typical teenage-young adult dream. I used to have similar love-hate dreams all the time. Usually with my at-the-time crush as the main character. You like the guy (Jack) even if you don't know you do... there is something about him that makes you desire him and wish you could be with him. If there is one thing I can tell you it's this.... TELL THE BOY! Give him a chance to know how you feel and put the ball in his court. If he likes you back then he'll let you know. If he doesn't, owell, no harm done. Plenty o' fish in that sea! Hehe. There was a boy I didn't even know I liked until one day I started to dream about him and think about him often even throughout the day. His name was Abraham. WAS. He always said he would die before the age of 23. He did. I never told him I liked him. He would flirt with me and I with him, but we never went out. He invited me to a rave party once, totally not my scene. He invited me to the beach once, but I was far too self-conscious to let a boy see me a swimsuit at the beach! Especially not a boy I liked. I cried so hard at his funeral. How sad that I kept my feelings for him a secret? How sad he would never know. Since then I have felt Abraham around me in spirit. I know now that he knows how I loved him... but it still hurts me that I let my shyness and my insecurities keep it from him when he was here alive on Earth. Living with regret is SO MUCH MORE DIFFICULT than living with let down trust me.

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I might tell him when I visit(which is very soon) because I am a lot less nervous telling him face to face. Now that I think about it a few months back my friend was talking about me telling him. I think my dreams were outcomes of me telling him(outcomes that I thought would happen) Thanks for helping me this has been bugging me for awhile and I am sorry about what happend to your crush I am sure he is in a good place now