Yep just another person, I am abit unique but I suppose but I guess everyone is if you know someone well enough it's just that my enigmas hang closer to the surface.
I'm a 25 year old Blue haired Transwoman... Who happens to be a research scientist. I'm very eccentric and it's not inaccurate to call me a mad scientist.
Nothing gets me going more than a good mystery and the human mind is the biggest enigma there is, understanding and experiencing altered perspectives is a fascination of mine remembering my dreams is a step to that, one you guys have already helped me with... Also I've been through more than my fair share of trauma and scars in my life and at times I've had symptoms similar to PTSD (Although I don't think it is such a condition) Nightmares are a side effect of this if I could become lucid and control the benefits to me would be enormous.
Just so you know I don't mind questions as a scientist I encourage curiosity and questions!
So urr I guess I will give you the life story overview.
I was born a boy living in a single parent household, everything was mostly cool until I was 11, Puberty came and my mind was chewed up by gender dysphoria, I was very effeminate aswell, I was SEVERELY bullied, I endured mostly by skipping school, eating disorders, and Self harm. When I was 16 I promptly flunked all my GCSE's I attempted suicide after that.
So afterwards I began expressing my identity abit, long hair androgynous clothing (Occasionally crossdressing) to ease the severity of my gender dysphoria I went to collage then got expelled and arrested because I wasn't well (I stole all the computer passwords then emailed it to them) I got in a hell of alot of trouble for doing that, But I was young angry and dumb.
Thankfully that all blew over and after screwing about abit and falling in love with a girl I decided to become a scientist and begun the slow process of resitting my GCSE's and doing A-levels... girlfriend introduced me to group of misfits who are just as insane as me. Against the odds and a couple of close calls (not without the help of others) I succeeded. I went off to uni living on my own but quickly had a nervous breakdown and slashed open my genitals with a knife, I had to face what I was and accept I was a transsexual.
My GP was a dick about it however when I told him. So I brought female hormones on-line age 21 Retrained my voice, Grew breasts, grew hips, Laser hair removal and eventually 9months later I was living as a woman.
things got harder sadly I was persecuted at times for what I was, some religious folks are monsters simple as, I also learned the hard way about begin a woman. But never the less scarred and with alot of crazy now in me I won, I got my Bachelors in biology 2:1, I moved back to my hometown begun fixing things with my mum. After a year of working in retail I got my break my dream job as a research scientist. that was 5 months ago and here we are today.
So that's me... Now you... or alternatively questions?
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