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      Hey guys! Crazy person inside here.

      Yep just another person, I am abit unique but I suppose but I guess everyone is if you know someone well enough it's just that my enigmas hang closer to the surface.

      I'm a 25 year old Blue haired Transwoman... Who happens to be a research scientist. I'm very eccentric and it's not inaccurate to call me a mad scientist.

      Nothing gets me going more than a good mystery and the human mind is the biggest enigma there is, understanding and experiencing altered perspectives is a fascination of mine remembering my dreams is a step to that, one you guys have already helped me with... Also I've been through more than my fair share of trauma and scars in my life and at times I've had symptoms similar to PTSD (Although I don't think it is such a condition) Nightmares are a side effect of this if I could become lucid and control the benefits to me would be enormous.

      Just so you know I don't mind questions as a scientist I encourage curiosity and questions!

      So urr I guess I will give you the life story overview.
      I was born a boy living in a single parent household, everything was mostly cool until I was 11, Puberty came and my mind was chewed up by gender dysphoria, I was very effeminate aswell, I was SEVERELY bullied, I endured mostly by skipping school, eating disorders, and Self harm. When I was 16 I promptly flunked all my GCSE's I attempted suicide after that.

      So afterwards I began expressing my identity abit, long hair androgynous clothing (Occasionally crossdressing) to ease the severity of my gender dysphoria I went to collage then got expelled and arrested because I wasn't well (I stole all the computer passwords then emailed it to them) I got in a hell of alot of trouble for doing that, But I was young angry and dumb.

      Thankfully that all blew over and after screwing about abit and falling in love with a girl I decided to become a scientist and begun the slow process of resitting my GCSE's and doing A-levels... girlfriend introduced me to group of misfits who are just as insane as me. Against the odds and a couple of close calls (not without the help of others) I succeeded. I went off to uni living on my own but quickly had a nervous breakdown and slashed open my genitals with a knife, I had to face what I was and accept I was a transsexual.
      My GP was a dick about it however when I told him. So I brought female hormones on-line age 21 Retrained my voice, Grew breasts, grew hips, Laser hair removal and eventually 9months later I was living as a woman.

      things got harder sadly I was persecuted at times for what I was, some religious folks are monsters simple as, I also learned the hard way about begin a woman. But never the less scarred and with alot of crazy now in me I won, I got my Bachelors in biology 2:1, I moved back to my hometown begun fixing things with my mum. After a year of working in retail I got my break my dream job as a research scientist. that was 5 months ago and here we are today.

      So that's me... Now you... or alternatively questions?
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      Oh wow, that's a pretty bad history you got there... Sorry to hear. But you seem like a really nice and interesting person, and I like interesting people! So welcome to the forums ^~^. Lucid dreaming is fun, I've only had 3 myself, only one was a very good one. However, once you get the hang of it, you can use it to help face lifetime traumas, fears, or anxieties (are fears and anxieties the same thing? I don't know...) or just to screw around. I hope everything works out for you, and again, welcome to the forums!

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      I mean no offense, but your waking life is crazier than some of my dreams. I'm glad to see that you're happy now. People here are accustomed to dealing with zany, irrational dream situations, so I'm sure everyone will welcome with open arms even someone as outlandish as a blue-haired transwoman.

      Anyway, welcome to the forum. I just joined yesterday, but my interest in lucid dreams is much less heroic than yours. Though I do have a passion for surreal art, the prospect of unrestricted, taboo-breaking dream sex appeals to me most. I bet we could assist each other along the journey toward lucidity (in a purely platonic way )

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      Welcome to Dream Views! This is the place to be for anyone wanting to learn how to lucid dream. The Dream Guide team is here to help you navigate the forum and answer questions. We all have 3 green stars above our avatar. Click on our user name and you can then select private message if you have a question, or you can start new threads. Don't worry about starting threads that have been started before, just try it out, if it ends up in the wrong place one of us can move it for you.

      One thing you can do in a post is place a link to another thread. I have done this below. You can click on the colored words to see the new thread. Start with this extra basic one, it will help you read the acronyms in other posts, Help With Acronyms For Complete Beginners


      After that one the very first thing you should do is check out basic tutorials. This one covers most of the terms you will see members using in much more depth, so start here, The Beginner's Guide to Lucid Dreaming

      Also be sure to check out the DVA Dream Views Acadamy, click on this link to get there, DV Academy.

      Matte , our Dream Guide team leader runs a general lucid dreaming class, and you can join in contests where you gain points for dreams you have. General Lucid Dreaming (Matte87)

      Gab , another Dream Guide runs a class that is very valuable to beginners on MILD/DILD, which is by far the best method to start with. DILD (Hukif and gab)

      Finally as far as the DVA stuff goes, there is a class on introduction to lucid dreaming. This is a great place if you are just starting out and need a little personal help. Intro Class (OpheliaBlue, RareCola, CanisLucidus, Chimpertainment, Xanous)


      I hope to save you some time by giving you a link to a thread we all put together on the topic Sleep Paralysis. There has been so much misinformation and confusion on this topic, that after a few days on the sight, you would surely run into confusing statements refering to SP. Save yourself some frustration and read this post if you want to know about SP, Sleep Paralysis Explained


      Now, on the lighter side, you may be excited to learn to fly! Here is a thread where people explain how they went about learning to fly, Can U Fly/ How Did You Learn?

      Then just for a laugh here is a thread where people list all the things they want to do in an LD. It is mostly light hearted and supposed to be funny, 1000 things to do in a lucid dream!!!



      Have fun and good luck with your dreaming!
      Peace Be With You. Oh, and sure, The Force too, why not.



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