Thread: New member :] had first lucid dream last night

Iv been diary keeping (not very consistently I'm afraid to admit). Id taken notice of a few frequent dream signs tho and had been doing waking world checks but for about two or 3 weeks but for some reason in the last 4-5 day i just kept forgetting to do waking world checks.

Sleeping in my boyfriends bed after being awake for over 36 hours I fall asleep and at some point begin dreaming then waking then falling asleep again and dreaming. During, I guess, my fourth dream I become lucid.

I don't remember any detail from before my lucidity but for some reason it occurs to me to do a check. This is the first time i believe that I have ever done a check in my dream. I dont know what made me think or want to do it but I begin to do a check by trying to push my finger tru my palm, even tho im (naturally) skeptical that its a dream as. Im not sure why but I didn't get overly excited at all when I realise im dreaming, don't get me wrong i had my fun which Id like to keep private . I was more intrigued. I was lucid for what felt like about 10 minutes in my dream

Can anyone hazard a guess as to why I didn't get that made rush of colours or euphoria most people describe?

Seems an odd night for lucidity to happen when I was not trying to guide my mind in that direction

I'm very excited to have join here, can only be a possitive thing