Hello, Hello?

Well, I'm Milly, and I've first heard about lucid dream back in 2012. Since I've always flirted with insomnia (the horrible baby-that-never-sleep-ever young parents all around the world are afraid of? That was me. I was a monster. Always awake. Always watching...) I thought that maybe if I make sleeping more fun I would be less stressed out about it and in the end have more restful nights. (and flying. definitly, Flying.) I experimented with DILD at first, and then found out that I pretty much have WBTB inclued in my natural sleep schedule, and that I would always remember my dreams if I spend my wake up time thinking about dreams and not fretting that I needed that sleep so I wasn't a brain deprived zombie in the morning. (I still fret far too much, because I had to act like a normal human being after pulling an all nighter and I'm pretty sure at least one of my friend still think I was drunk off my ass. And I don't drink!) The next step was lucid dreaming, and I managed a couple of them here and there, and I even started to have persistent DC I was meeting or calling to me all the time, even in no lucid dreams, but in the end I lacked motivation, and all my friends were, and still are, pretty weirded out by my sleeping experiments so I couldn't really talk to them about it and as silly as it sound it bumed me out.
Then I caught mononucleosis while having a very busy academic year and slept like a dreamless, slightly rotting, mushy log for 6 months. Then I was too tired to make any WBTB. And everything felt like a dream anyway because I was Tired. All. The. Time. And sick.
Fun times, fun times.
But now I've got my wacky, natural WBTB sleep schedule back, and I've almost achieved dream lucidity again by sheer luck, and man do I miss it. Give it back to me. Lucidity, my precioussss *grabby hands*