Hello, found this forum via google

[Ketnan]

I think I gained lucidness last night during a dream. I generally have vivid and memorable dreams, but this time I realized that it was a dream (I remember realizing and having complete control of myself). What did I do? I killed and maimed a soul, since I awoke I felt very bad. Have a feeling it wasn't a dream, but another universe where I did something horrid. Even if it was a dream reality which affected no one, it affected me and I can't shake it off since I awoke. I cannot describe what I did out of embarrassment too anyone but a few. Has anyone else had a dream where they realized they were dreaming, and did something against morality? I feel like I should be banished and locked away. I literally feel like I have murdered someone in real life, but so far away from this reality there is no one to admit my crime too, no one to hold me responsible except myself, and explain myself too this forum.