Through the time vortex comes a noob

[poseidonlost]

Hey. So I was a lurker here big time about 11-13 years ago. I learned a lot, but never really posted much at all. I've loved every second of using what I've learned here and the books I was referred to. It's awesome to see some of the same people still posting here and y'all keep it up. Obviously you're doing things right. This is why I've finally decided to come here and just post right off the bat. I know this is the place to turn for some help and that is what I'm looking for. If anybody can steer me in the right direction, it would be greatly appreciated. I know I could mentor newbies very well, if I could eventually be able to do so I'd be honored, but I need a serious vet to help me out with a problem I've been having lately. My problem is extreme violence and instability once I gain control. For some reason I've been encountering a lot of it. And even though I can go lucid and escape, it still makes sleeping that little bit harder. It is also my personal request that if I can find some help, it would also have to be a Christian or Christian-sympathetic member (simply my personal preference because of how I deal with these dreams, I'm not here to force things down people's throats). It might've been the music that finally convinced me of the power of lucid dreaming. Or, well, maybe the kissing.