i went to bed last night at about 9:45. and i woke up at about 4:15 i only opened my eyes for about 3 seconds then i closed them and attempted a wild. i didnt see any hypnogogia nor did i feel any heaviness, actually i felt a my legs become heavy but i knew i could move them if i wanted to. it was like my legs became heavy for about 30 seconds then they stopped.I repeated in my mind that if i can see then i am dreaming becuase i know that i wont feel SP or see any hypnogogia and i will just skip into a dream, i stayed still for another ten minutes then i decided that it was a failure. so i quit. (plus it was really realy uncomfortable/tired) it was 4:30 when i went back to sleep.

what should i do? i'm really really confused as to what i'm doing wrong. why can't i wild