Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Extraordinarily high feeling of loneliness the past days, more than normal.
Computer being messed up again.
Thanksgiving fights coming up.
Haven't spoke to my mumsy since i sent her a long text last Saturday about how angry i was at her...and i will see her tomorrow, which she never replied to it. Awkward.

Originally Posted by Erii

Extraordinarily high feeling of loneliness the past days, more than normal.
Computer being messed up again.
Thanksgiving fights coming up.
Haven't spoke to my mumsy since i sent her a long text last Saturday about how angry i was at her...and i will see her tomorrow, which she never replied to it. Awkward.

I kind of hate my parents, but I conceal that from them. And they're going to pick me up this afternoon (it's 12:58 AM right now for me) before Thanksgiving. And I'm going to draw them. Talk about secretly hating them and making a drawing of me with them. That's going to require me to have complete control of my emotions.

I've been awake for... a little more than an hour now. Somehow this is already a shitty day. I feel like screaming and punching someone. -.-

And I awoke to some very bad news too. My cousin's husband died this morning. The paramedics are thinking it was a massive heart attack.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

I've been awake for... a little more than an hour now. Somehow this is already a shitty day. I feel like screaming and punching someone. -.-

And I awoke to some very bad news too. My cousin's husband died this morning. The paramedics are thinking it was a massive heart attack.

Wow...I think I take my life for granted too much. I've been saved twice because of my incompetence, and I think I'm abusing that luck.

But seeing someone like that perish is a very traumatic experience, I hope your cousin will be able to endure, and I wish them well in the future.

I hope your day will get better though!

Let the Holiday Blues begin..

1. I have pneumonia

2. I don't know what to say when a girl asks me "Am I pretty?" and her face is like. safgkjhsdhruje5428935.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

2. I don't know what to say when a girl asks me "Am I pretty?" and her face is like. safgkjhsdhruje5428935.

And I don't know what to say.
What is safgkjhsdhruje5428935? Suppose not very beautiful thing?

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

2. I don't know what to say when a girl asks me "Am I pretty?" and her face is like. safgkjhsdhruje5428935.

point out her most attractive feature; eyes, hair, something like that. "Well if your hair has anything to say about it, absolutely!"

to everyone in need
Hope your day gets better!

I am highly annoyed right now. My oldest daughter is home and she told me the reason her time was cut short is because her sister told someone she tried to kill herself by taking all of my Seroquel.
At first I was like, yeah, right, my meds stay in my room and I rarely ever leave my room.
But sure enough, I looked in the drawer I kept them in and they're not there. I should be more upset that my daughter tried to kill herself. But, instead, I'm upset because she stole my meds! It just reinforces my agoraphobia and how I should never leave my room.
She must have taken them when I was at the store or sleeping.

Anyhow, now the State thinks my daughters aren't properly supervised because they take stuff out of MY room. And my Seroquel was in a drawer under papers and such, so she had to snoop to find them.

**EDIT**
And I highly doubt she tried to kill herself with them. More likely than not, she tried to get high. She tends to take too much medication. Like, if she has a headache and asks for a tylenol I'll give her one but she'll ask for 4. Which always opened up dialogue as to how much of what would be fatal. I've told her she couldn't overdose on the prescriptions I have. I've told her too much tylenol can cause kidney damage and lead to a slow, painful death. I've told her medications past expiration are unsafe.
I communicate with my kids... sometimes a little too much. So I'm really pissed off actually that I don't supervise them "well enough" when they're stealing from me.
She even stole my iPod... but I just let it slide. What can I do?
At least she's some place getting help now.

Originally Posted by sinoblak

And I don't know what to say.
What is safgkjhsdhruje5428935? Suppose not very beautiful thing?

Lol yeah xD

Originally Posted by ThePreserver

point out her most attractive feature; eyes, hair, something like that. "Well if your hair has anything to say about it, absolutely!"

Like oh my gawd, where did you get those shoes? Forever 21? Like no way!!!!!!!!!! *SQUEEEEEEEE*

Lol and the quoted example sounds a little bit vague, but I get what you're saying though, thanks!

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

to everyone in need
Hope your day gets better!

I am highly annoyed right now. My oldest daughter is home and she told me the reason her time was cut short is because her sister told someone she tried to kill herself by taking all of my Seroquel.
At first I was like, yeah, right, my meds stay in my room and I rarely ever leave my room.
But sure enough, I looked in the drawer I kept them in and they're not there. I should be more upset that my daughter tried to kill herself. But, instead, I'm upset because she stole my meds! It just reinforces my agoraphobia and how I should never leave my room.
She must have taken them when I was at the store or sleeping.

Anyhow, now the State thinks my daughters aren't properly supervised because they take stuff out of MY room. And my Seroquel was in a drawer under papers and such, so she had to snoop to find them.

**EDIT**
And I highly doubt she tried to kill herself with them. More likely than not, she tried to get high. She tends to take too much medication. Like, if she has a headache and asks for a tylenol I'll give her one but she'll ask for 4. Which always opened up dialogue as to how much of what would be fatal. I've told her she couldn't overdose on the prescriptions I have. I've told her too much tylenol can cause kidney damage and lead to a slow, painful death. I've told her medications past expiration are unsafe.
I communicate with my kids... sometimes a little too much. So I'm really pissed off actually that I don't supervise them "well enough" when they're stealing from me.
She even stole my iPod... but I just let it slide. What can I do?
At least she's some place getting help now.

No one's perfect, you're trying your best, you know you are, and don't think any less.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Blood pressure/pulse of 135/87 101 after taking HALF of that energy pill that made me so sick a couple weeks ago. I'm also drenching in sweat and jittery. I don't know what's in those things that doesn't agree with me, but I now know to completely avoid it. I shall throw away the last 2 pills.

If those are pseudo-ephedrine, you may have a hypersensitivity. They make me want to jump out of my skin.

Thanks LinkZelda

I just now looked up the product info, AnderJ Amazon.com: Rapid Action Energize 2-way Boost Metabolism (5 Packs) 4 Tablets Ea is a list of the ingredients. I always take a caffeine pill when I wake up. So even though I waited at least 4 hours before trying the energy pill, I figured I just had too much caffeine already in my system.
I never considered I could have a sensitivity to one of the other ingredients. Thanks

War is fucking stupid.
And being a soldier is not honourable.

I don't understand how someone can even think that for a second.
Because, you get paid to do something that would/should in (the regular world) be illegal but since the man told you to do it it's okay. You don't gain anything from it yourself. And obviously, why would you kill a complete stranger? He hasn't done anything to you, you've done nothing to him, you have no reason to hate each other. But since the man told you so, you hate him. Why do some people lack the ability to think for themselves?

And why is it that some people are above the law? Why is okay for the president to pay people to kill others? It should be illegal. And by the way, didn't Obama receive the nobel peace price back in '09? Whatever happened to that plan, huh? Oh wait, I guess that was just to win over the people, make them vote for him. I'm not even American and I still just can't stand that he won a fucking award of peace when he's said, "War is sometimes necessary." No it's not, you dumbfuck.

I'm gonna go insane thinking about this, damn you world. Damn. You.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

2. I don't know what to say when a girl asks me "Am I pretty?" and her face is like. safgkjhsdhruje5428935.

Put a paper bag over her head and take her clothes off and say ".... yes".

Originally Posted by tommo

Put a paper bag over her head and take her clothes off and say ".... yes".

This is not recommended

Originally Posted by tommo

Put a paper bag over her head and take her clothes off and say ".... yes".

I like it!

Originally Posted by tommo

Put a paper bag over her head and take her clothes off and say ".... yes".

Oh my god, I could never do that! I haven't even used chloroform on a woman, much less touch one o.O

Originally Posted by fOrceez

This is not recommended

I would like evidence that invalidates this recommendation. (I heard 9/10 people like gang rapes)

Originally Posted by sinoblak

I like it!

It's official, a female likes it, I might as well agree with your recommendation Tommo.

Edit: But I'm still traumatized that my hot blonde lesbian from the Netherlands clan mate's last words was "You should turn gay lol"

Would someone please kill me.

You need to be more convincing and specific on why you want to die :/ . Pink font makes it kinky for me.

:X

Originally Posted by Seroquel

Would someone please kill me.

Do it yourself you lazy bum.

My dog is gone now, and I'm worried because we can't find anyone who wants our cat.

Originally Posted by DeeryTheDeer

My dog is gone now, and I'm worried because we can't find anyone who wants our cat.

Take the cat with you.

Originally Posted by DeeryTheDeer

My dog is gone now, and I'm worried because we can't find anyone who wants our cat.

Originally Posted by sinoblak

Take the cat with you.

Did i miss a post..? Where are you going? :c