Originally Posted by Mes Tarrant
Have you tried just ignoring what they say entirely? Obviously these people are below you, so you should feel like they are not worth getting worked up about. Do they spread lies about you?
I have tried ignoring it, but that’s hard to do when your friends come to you asking about the crap these other people are gossiping about. I know I shouldn't care, but I have this horrible feeling that my friends are actually starting to look at me in a different way based on this nonsense. And that’s what’s really hard to ignore. I could care less about what the other people think, but my friend's opinions do matter to me.
Originally Posted by Mes Tarrant
Meh, you just gotta choose your friends wisely.
See that’s the thing, it's not my friends doing this. These people are friends of my friends, with little or no direct connection to me. Let me try to break it down for you:
It all started back in high school. This girl (we'll call her "A") had a thing for me. "A" was best friends with "B", who also had a thing for me (already a recipe for disaster, I know). I was best friends with B's brother, we'll call him "C". Just to recap, I was best friends with C, and his little sister and her friend had a thing for me.
Ok. "C" was aware that "A" had a thing for me, but he wasn't aware that his little sister (B) did as well. As a result, and as a friend trying to do me a favor, he was constantly trying to get me to date "A". But I didn't like "A", I liked "B" and I didn't know she liked me as well. One thing led to another and after a few years, "B" and I got into a relationship.
"A" didn't take this too well, even though at the time she was already in a relationship with someone else (in fact the same person she is still in a relationship with 3 years later) and even though I never showed any interest in her as it was. "B" even asked "A" if it were ok if she dated me, and since "A" was already in a relationship, she pretended and said yes.
We'll she lied (as if it were up to her anyway), never the less, she openly held that against "B" for a long time despite all of the reasons why she shouldn't have. After many fights and a few years, they ended up putting the past behind them (or so "A" says) and becoming friends again. But, both I and "B" (who I am currently engaged to), have seen an underlying resentment seep through her facade every now and then. In fact, it’s becoming more and more frequent and blatant as time goes on.
This brings us to the present. I have a friend named "D", and his little brother ("E") dates "A", and has since the time me and "B" had gotten together. And what's worse than that is that A's new friend, "F", is also a girl friend of another one of my friends ("G"). They love to gossip, both of them, but the problem is that "A" has a problem with "B" and always has some sort of criticism to spread around, which ultimately makes it around to all of my friends. And of course, D's girl friend "H" is not opposed to partaking in this whole "lets talk about other peoples business" fiasco.
So here's what you have. I am engaged to "B", and "A" has never really forgiven "B" for getting together with me. She seems to gossip a lot about us, either directly (ex. "You never know what "B" did...) or indirectly by making an observation about us, and at a different time, talking shit about people who fit that observation (but never us specifically of course *rolls eyes*). She is able to do this because her new friend "F" enjoys gossiping herself, generally speaking. The problem is that "F" shares the juicy gossip with her boyfriend, my friend "G", and "A" no doubt shares this gossip her boy friend "E", who is the little brother of one of my best friends "D".
So basically, when "A" feels the need to take a jab at us, it spreads like a virus throughout my whole circle of friends. But since it’s so hush-hush, we never actually have a chance to bring it up and defend ourselves without looking all paranoid and crazy. "A" always denies doing it, even though "F" has admitted that they have done it before. And since we never get to contradict this stuff, I'm afraid that it’s just seeping in to the way our REAL friends see us, even if they aren't aware of it.
Recently there was a big ordeal because "B" brought over some new friends for my 22nd b-day party we have over at D's house. The girls had never seen them before, and all three of them ("A","F",and "H") literally sat around a table talking shit about them so much that these new friends of ours left the party early. And when "B" got angry and confronted them about the rudeness, "A" of course denied it, "F" admitted to it, and "H" was very open about not liking those girls. Then, after we all kind of get over it, "A" comes back around and starts taking shit about "B" and how she took the new friends' side over hers! And God knows what else she has said, but *my* friends have been acting differently around us ever since.
She is SO manipulative...and its only something that becomes noticeable when both sides come together and talk without "A" being the middle man (like when "B" talks directly to "F", totally different level of honestly...i'll give "F" that, she is up-front if you confront her).
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