Thanks for the tips guys. I will try to compete once I am able to reach lucidty again and I have also tried to do DEILD many times. I seem to recall the dreams easier once I wake up at around 7 or 8 in the morning then hit snooze in an attempt to DEILD, but lucidty is still the problem for me.

I Also forgot to tell you guys That I have a problem with zoning out throughout the day and I'm barely paying attention to what I'm doing unless i'm driving or talking to people and even then I feel as if I'm going in autopilot. I don't live in the moment as some might say and I've read about how that can change your life and whatnot, but I find it hard to as Its probably a coping mechanism.

5 years ago when My depression worsened and got a bad case of anxiety was when I hit the bong hard for the first time. I had tried before to get high by smoking a joint, but it didnt really have an effect on me so I smoked up with my buddies in a forest near by and I sketched hard partly because I had WAYYY too much ganja and I should of been in a more comfortable area. After that I didnt think it had an effect on me, but a month later it hit me like a truck, I became very anxious and developed depersonalization and derealization. I never would have thought that weed would have this effect on me and most people are ignorant thinking that weed isn't the culprit think they understand how the drug works even though they havent experienced this and it hasn't effected them in a bad way.

I dont want to turn this into a thread about Illegal drugs lol, but ever since then I cant stop zoning out and my memory and attention span are basically non-existant.