Juroara, yeah he did but he was very nice about it. I'm going to try to see him one more time in a dream and tell him he is free to go. I want to ask him where he goes, and what he does if he doesn't mind telling me . Maybe ask him what his favorite place in the game was and what he remembers. Maybe give him some sort of gift. I get the feeling he doesn't want to be friends, it's more like I'm a useless parent who just gets in the way lol, but he knows I'm not trying to be like that. Then I'll stop using his name in games and stop thinking of him as my character, but just like I would think of any character in a novel. "Letting him go" in this way is probably a healthy move. I'm also thinking he'll be in other dreams, as long as I'm not trying to control him I think it's fine, especially as long as I don't try to "summon" him again.

He's the only MMORPG character of mine who really has an interesting story (and as a character, had "been through alot")- it's not so much that I am attached (I haven't even thought about him in months), but perhaps that his characteristics are so evolved he has molded into something with enough character to have his own personality. I think when this happens, it should be faced - like making peace with DC's. They are just DC's but there is something to it.