ok so last nighti woke up like 5 times for some reason. I was peeing in the bathroom one of the times and I went back to bed, exhausted from waking up so much. So then I'm falling asleep and I know it would be a good time to do a wild.... But dumb me decided not too because I didn't wanna hear screaming and scary whispering ( no sarcasm) . I never had a WILD before and earlier that day I wanted to so bad. I've never even been in hypnagogic imagry stage. So I'm falling asleep and I hear a door creaking open very slowly...... I have no idea why I didn't react. I was so tired I didnt even notice.... Yet I noticed. It's hard to explain. Anyway a few seconds later I heard it again. I knew nobody would be up in my house at 1:30. I just ignored it and fell asleep. So now I'm kicking myself for being an idiot. I don't know why I am posting this I guess I just wanna say I'm one step closer to a WILD I think....