I went to bed last night saying "I will be conscious and aware in my dreams. I will lucid dream." and sure enough I had my 3rd lucid dream, and my first MILD! It was eerily similar with my first experience though . Last I remember, it began in my kitchen and I had an urge to look at my hands and do a reality check (probably from the mantra) and my right hand seemed normal from the dark but my left had a funny little finger that happened to be just filthy hahah. I realized I was lucid and focused on my hands to stabilize the dream, on that one dirty little finger . I then decided to run and jump through my kitchen sink/window above it which would take me outside into my court but I had doubt as I neared it (Who wants to risk running into a wall if you aren't dreaming...?) and bounced off of it in kind of slow motion. After that I decided I wasn't lucid because I didn't go through it and lost it and don't recall anything after that.

This happened to me before, not my first LD but before that (actually the day before). The same thing where if one little thing didn't work I seemed to just completely give up on the entire LD.

But trust me, I have learned my lesson! Haha and I will be 100% assured of what I do next, although I think i'll take the front door next time .

At first I felt a little frustrated that this happened again -- especially after looking forwards to a LD all week, but they seem to come fairly easy to me seeing that I had no idea about lucid dreaming 2 weeks ago. I think it is my determination. Anywho, I thought of it in a different way, was I glad that I had even a small LD as compared to a normal dream? Of course! I would take this simple MILD over a random non LD any day ^,^.

Last night was also the first night that I have remembered 4 dreams... 4 in depth dreams, 1 being the MILD. It is quite crazy how upon waking up you can remember nothing, but just by laying and thinking slightly dreams can or will just come back to you into your head and you can remember them in full depth or not.... So excited!

I must overcome this whole "if one little thing doesn't work because you are scared of it, you must not actually be dreaming" I didn't stop to think at the time that after bouncing off the window/sink that it didn't hurt... oh and the fact that I rebounded..

Sweet Dreams Everyone!