Been a lucid dreamer since I was young, for the first time I had one that repeated two days in a row. I dream lucid almost every night but This one actually scared the crap out of me! Please help me interpert or explain why now. Here's what happened: night one: I was in my house ( I frequently have dreams take place in my Own house ) and walked down the stairs. Everything was the same but I didn't have couches. When I turned into mmy living room my dad or so I thought was leaning up against the wall. When I spoke it turned around and unfortunately wasn't my dad. It was some sort of evil demonic mean spirited being. I felt threatened and was so scared that I forced myself to wake up. I woke up with mmy heart racing and a bad gut ache... the feeling you get when your fight or flight response kicks in. It took me an hour to fall asleep again. The next night I had the same dream, same scene etc. Only I was screaming at this thing that I wasn't afraid anymore and that I wanted it to stick it where the sun don't shine. This time it was flying around my living room. Eventually it was gone I woke up immediately but didn't feel threatened and scared rather calm. What the heck is this lol. Keep in mind I have nightmares a lot... ssurrounding negative evil spirits and thinking about them even scares me. Usually I wake up no problem but to wake up that scared was odd. I've had sleep paralysis once that I can remember and I know this wasn't it as I was fully mobile!! Thoughts and ideas welcome. |
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