with time you wont loose lucidity so easy. at the beginning i needed a lot of RCs and assurance that this is really a dream until i was brave enough to jump out of the window.
now i am like: oh this is a dream?! Telekinesis the little dog out of my way phase thru a window and start flying
and another thing is expectation:
you want to try to see what happen when you do something bad but (atleast unconsciously) you expect to get a punishment because doing bad stuff is...bad

and since you are still young, and was in with you father in the mall and he is (or was) the guideline what is good and bad you get what you "expected"

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