Like you, I've always LD'd I don't remember dreaming any other way. When I was a kid I had a filing cabinet in my mind. I had paper copies of the dreams I wanted. I just opened the cabinet, pulled out the file, and the dream started playing. Yours is just a little higher tech than mine. All us natural lucid dreamers have something like that in our heads that we developed as small children. I probably would have had a laptop, if laptops had existed when I was that young. LOL, the thought of a 5yr old with a laptop makes me feel old.