You should check out this book, "Mindfulness in plain english":
Mindfulness In Plain English
It answers all your questions, and explains everything you need to know in an easy way. The first few chapters are a bit dry, but after you hit the mark you'll be fascinated.
I haven't practiced for a while, but I meditated every day for about a year and a half when I was actively doing it. It became another part of me at around 6 months, but I knew I had barely scratched the surface. It changes your personality by changing the way your mind works. You become more aware of everything around you, and can see the reality of situations and things for what they truly are, though of course you are never perfect. Though you are essentially, "thinking of nothing," truly inside you are continually reflecting, and unlocking parts of yourself. So it's not really thinking of nothing, but moreso not concentrating on the things you think and feel - letting them pass by you, as though they were logs floating down a stream.
This has many effects on your body, mentally and physically.
After a year of practicing every day, I realized I was directly in tune with my very being. The moment I realized this, midway through my daily meditation, well the only way I can describe the feeling is if it was as though God had transported me to heaven and the angels were all singing my name. This was the highlight, as the next six months were more difficult. I began to delve into my psyche... Well, moreso my meditations led me towards those thought patterns. I understood why I did things, I mean really why. I could understand why other people did things, and what they meant. Past memories I had forgotten began to surface, and I could see the things that were previously hidden from me. I understood my situations, I understood people... I uncovered both truths and lies. I stopped meditating when I couldn't go any further, when the pain outweighed the peace. I haven't gone back to it because that is the hurdle I must overcome, and the weight I must bear, and don't feel ready to continue... until now.
Good luck.
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