ok gogodoll
(Supernova, Oldbill, Original Poster, SilverJay and Tropicalbreeze)
the experience moved on from being inside the wobbly bubble (biological cell).
There was a short dream where 3 young men in light pink, Mahatma robes, were sitting in a transperant, small, glass caravan. In a Square in front of the Cairns (North Queensland, Australia) City Hall.
They were looking at me. Then one said,
"Hey! she's one of us."
He came out of the little caravan, walked up to me and gently kissed me on my right cheek.
Then there was bright nothing.
Then in this bright nothing I had a thought. I said, out loud, to myself:
"This is Truth"
A man's gentle yet firm deep voice behind my left shoulder said,
"No, ... This is not Truth"
Then a gentle Telepathic (non-verbal) wave of understanding washed over me and I understood that Truth had happened, moments before, but Truth does not fit into any memory-banks so Truth can never be remembered.
I did not have any emotions in this high, high, state, only clarity. But I was not expecting an answer to my statement "this is Truth" so I was mildly suprised.
After a while I thought again and I said,
"I am God"
The warm male voice behind my left shoulder said,
"No, ... You are not God"
then very softly added,
"I am"
and with that a wave of understanding washed over me that regardless of what I believe, I am not God, I have never been God, and I will never be God.
I was very still and quiet in every way again.
Then I had a third thought. And I said out loud to myself,
"What's the Purpose"
again I wasn't expecting an answer. It was just that I had believed that God was just an energy. God didn't have a personality or vocal cords.
I believed a human's only task was to seek Truth and merge with THAT energy.
With the voice gently contradicting me (No, this is not Truth. No, you are not God) I was left with no purpose. So I quietly and reflectively asked myself, out loud,
"What's the Purpose"
And the voice spoke for a third and final time and said,
"I brought you into being to serve you"
Then a third and final wave of (none-verbal, telypathic) understanding washed over me and I understood that:
"From my point of view, Debra, there is only the two of us in existance.
You are at the center of my Universe and I am everything else (including your body and all that you think you are) lovingly obeying (serving) you, Debra."
Then Mum calls to me from the kitchen.
"Debbie"
My eyes spring open. I wasn't asleep. the reason the urge came, saying "sit up" just before this ENLIGHTENMENT got under way, was because it was important for me to face the fact that this was No Dream.
There is more because this was full-blown ENLIGHTENMENT. but I'll leave it there.
'Do You know Who You Really Are ???'
Yes
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