I mean all future is the past, or at least will be. Whatever will happen in my life will. That is since fate exists. Why not just kill ourselves now? What if we KNEW what the afterlife would be. What if it was everything we would want it to be. Lets also consider nothing in this life affects that life. Now if this was the case, would you kill yourself? I mean if you did you could simple go back to your life in the afterlife. Of course the people in it would not be real, but they would act exactly like the actual people. You could also do countless other things. But, what if that is not the case? What if I am wrong? Then I suppose killing oneself would be a very bad thing. I think this is the reason we don't know this kind of stuff. If we did I would imagine almost everyone would see this life as pointless and leave it. I can't really say I hate this life. There are many things I want that I cannot have. I can tell you this though, if I knew what the afterlife was and was what I wanted it to be I would not wait a minute before killing myself. I guess I am just stuck here for now. I don't want to, but I will have to live this life. I just wish I could do something useful before I die. I just don't life living life being uncertain of things.