As with any alteration in consciousness - actually, as with anything in life - the use is defined by the user. Of course, the effects on the brain and body may be basically identical, but the interpretation is everything. I don't think that the intention of taking a drug "for fun" is necessarily any worse or misguided than so-called "spiritual exploration," either. To each his/her own.
I've personally had a handful of hallucinogenic experiences (3 salvia trips, 3 DXM trips, 1 psilocybin mushroom trip, many marijuana experiences, and quite a few nitrous oxide experiences). Have I "seen reality in a different light"? ABSOLUTELY! Marijuana often allows my mind to traverse a greater realm (I don't mean this in a metaphysical or New Age sense...I'm only talking about my range of thought, from a psychological standpoint) than it normally does. Within a short time span, I can analyze an event or item from a whole variety of angles and perspectives, which is partially why marijuana causes time distortion (a higher frequency of insight leads to time dilation, especially with higher psychedelics). Psilocybin mushrooms actually allowed me to enter a mental space in which time was pretty much not an item to be considered. I laid on the floor, completely oblivious of time's passing....actually, it felt as if I had been "dumped into time" or "dumped into energy." I have a hard time describing exactly what I mean, but time had basically no meaning to me at the time.
LSD and psilocybin mushrooms, as I've heard, are practically the same in effect. There may be slight differences in the come-on of the trip and such, but either will do. These days, LSD is becoming harder to find (since a large bust that happened, cutting off something like 90% of North America's LSD supply), and psilocybin mushrooms are becoming the higher psychedelic of choice. For your first trip, I recommend you do somewhere from 2 to 4 grams. (I did an eighth of an ounce, or 3.3 grams. for my first trip, but they were weak mushrooms.) And of course, BE IN A GOOD ENVIRONMENT. "Set and setting," as they say, are very important. Basically what I'm saying is, don't trip at a party, and don't trip around a bunch of people who are just gonna mess with you. Be comfortable. Wear comfy clothes.
You asked if trippers have experienced genuine consciousness expansion or if they are merely delusional. This question is unanswerable for me, and provokes only more questions. What necessarily do we mean by "consciousness expansion"? What is "delusional"? In any case, I found that psychedelic experiences are beneficial for me, because they provide me with perspectives that may have not occurred to me otherwise. Some will say that this is a danger of the psychedelic experience, that the drugs are basically implanting ideas and perspectives into your brain. These people don't know shit about biochemistry and probably rarely question their own beliefs. That's a total generalization, but you get what I'm saying.
In any case, if you are going to mess with the psychedelics, start with weed like everyone else. It'll give you a basic idea of what this brand of consciousness alteration is all about. Not to say that you'll trip if you get high, but you can actually have some pretty interesting experiences. Actually, my very first weed experience was the second most frightening psychedelic experience I have ever gone through, and I had a bit of a freakout. Granted, this was with really good chronic being vaporized. Anyway, take one step at a time. Even if you do have a bad experience, move forward and learn from it. Best of luck.
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