I'm an idiot for doing this, because I'll get torn apart. But I'm starting to doubt my faith (christianity). I haven't stopped believing, I just want to make sure that I'm not just switching my brain off and following, you know?
Now, I know I'll get allot of people telling me to just give it up, and I'm expecting that. But it would be nice if someone could show how its real for them or what makes it real for them.

Anyways, thats my dilemma.
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