I will continue my home-made evaluations on point number 4 since it seems to fix a little bit more in my requirements.
Points 1 and 2 have a random behaviour, I think there should be some events from time to time and it will be pointed out every now and then.
Point 3, Iīm not looking for sex oriented dreams by now. I will let you know if thereīs something about.
Day X-1 (Sunday)
-Last night resume-
Ok, as I suposed but didnīt have the time to write about it last night, it was obvious that somehow, the act of me writing down this project would get into my dreams too. This point in addition to I was awake more than usual got the following results: Dream Recall was very low. What I can remember is being in this huge mall where Iīm setting up kind of virtual traps taking "screenshots" of different views of the aisles there, Iīm doing something with the side bars but itīs blurry at this point. The voice in off (Iīm hearing it again since a very long time) is telling me that Iīm not going to have any success. I go on with my sets I stop thinking in what I could get but to make a good work anyways.
Day starts
This day, I have more time to go along with the music incubation. Although I was tired more of the day, I played back some songs in the morning till I started to playback the same song during the afternoon, at a very low volume to not bother my ears. Iīm still playing it back with the following sets:
1-Volume level -----------------------Very low, headphones not in the head.
2-Amount of songs---------------------One.
3-Type of music-----------------------Epic Heavy Metal.
4-Preference--------------------------Like it, I use to practice guitar with this song.
5-Time of exposure--------------------More than 4 hours.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------Regular.
Inforcing topics: I think thereīre some posibilities to have some REM rebound for tonight. I will dream about something related to this project again, and as my wife called tonight, may be she will get into the dream as well. My daughter was bringing some behaviour problems. I thought about the dogs from the neighborhood for a while in the afternoon. There were people celebrating on someone elseīs work and I thought about inequality. I donīt know if the song will get into the dream, but Iīm aware from time to time when I realize it is there. There was a soccer game which results are significant for the opposite team, I didnīt care too much to know about the results. I wonīt connect to the web today to avoid any other incubation.
As before going to bed activity, I dedicate to hear the song in my mind once I turned off the PC. I ensured to cut the song while it was still playing.
Day X-2 (Monday)
-Last night resume-
Once in bed, while I was hearing the song in my mind, It wasnīt any difficult to follow it. While it was happennig, I started to pay attention on my thoughts. And inmediately remembered about what happenned the first night: An Acustic Hypnagogic Hallucination which brought my mind back and I paid attention on my surroundings while enjoying that feeling. I remembered that it wasnīt recorded yet and put a pin here to remember. While I was thinking this, I realized that I had stopped hearing the song. Then I started again and this time I started to make connections for this song. It went on playing while I made the following connections: Song-->CD-->Who took it-->He has one more of my CD's-->I donīt want to make more connections there since Iīm not interested at all in this DC-->Time I got the CD-->Who gave it to me-->boring DC-->Time it Happenned-->Ex-girlfriend-->Where she studied-->Friends there-->fell asleep.
The first dream regarded to the "Where she studied" connection: Iīm standing on a huge class (where she...) with some students there. Actually we are the only group there. Iīm setting a table to place a scale model there. I can see the drawings for it. Itīs not the final work. Itīs for revision. I see a friend of mine there who used to be very hillarious. Iīm glad to see him again. Thereīs something wrong here. I donīt know what is it, I just want to leave this place, anyways I ended up with her. I clap in the back to this friend of mine showing him Iīm glad to see him again. Iīm leaving right now. I wake up. I ensure Iīm awake and itīs not a FA. Now, Iīm hearing another song in my mind, one I was playing back randomly in the morning. It belongs to the dream used as example in Option "4-Sticky Music". Iīm amazed while I go to sleep again confortably hearing it. I dream then with this old DC related to my wife. His telling me by drawing something she told me a couple of weeks ago. This dream switches to a cellebration day where lot of dances are performed in the street. People get drunk here and there. Iīm in one of those groups. I see some strugle, then I look to join another group. Basically Iīm just looking for somebody interesting to have a nice conversation with. More drunk people, I get back to the first group. Same here. I jump back to the room with my wife, and remember the old man telling me something. I explain her what he told me but I cannot draw as well as he did. I donīt remember the way he drew it but what he told me. Then got back to the second group. This time I see some dancers dressed in a way that I think could have some success. A Little girl opens a door. She recognizes me and calls me to get in. I get in and the feeling for dancing is bigger now. I stand on a side and see a DC mixture of two waking life old ladies. We see each other without interest. Dream switches to a more symbolic level, which by now is the one I will use to evaluate option 6 I think.
Day starts
Question: Is it posible for the mechanism which builds schemata to be the same system used if we build a more concient schemata? I mean, if I find connections between elements while Iīm awake, Am I doing somehow the same procedure while Iīm finding those connections while dreaming?
I played back the same song from 4-Sticky Music during all day, there was external influence for a couple of hours may be. I brought my daughter to a paint exposition to take some data to dream about. Late in the night, I got back to write this again. I think Iīm incubating theese factors right now. The sets for the song for today were:
1-Volume level -----------------------Low through speakers.
2-Amount of songs---------------------One.
3-Type of music-----------------------Bollywood.
4-Preference--------------------------Accept it, my wife sent it to me.
5-Time of exposure--------------------More than 6 hours.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------More than regular.
Inforcing topics: I would like to stick on this song topic for some days, now itīs playing back in my mind. May be the stuff related to this project wonīt last too much neither. I think Iīm gonna dream more about my wife. There are some chances to realize she has not come yet. My daughter was bothering before going to bed. I had a call from my mother, she got sick and told me about the climate there. It has snowed near and freezing time has come. We talk on the phone, which could be showed somehow by isolating the cold behind something.
I donīt know if there were good works at the exposition although there were some I liked. My daughter was able to recognize some of the figures, animals, people in some of the paints. She later prefered to stare at a window which shows the street. I laugh because she prefered a more dinamic "paint". Then we have a walk into this ancient construction. Got back home while I was speaking with an old lady. No interesting mails, no posts, I suposed it too.
Another song has incubated without my intention due to the film my daughter saw before sleeping.
But right now the previous one has started again, Iīm going to bed right now.
Day X-3 (Tuesday)
-Last night resume-
When I woke up from the first cycle, the song which I didnīt want to incubate from the film we saw with my daughter, was already sounding inside my head. I even remember some fragments where I see the main characters dancing and so.
As I figured out about the chances to realize my wife has not come yet, I didnīt dream about her at all! I think it could be something showing exactly that she is not here yet. Anyway, first Iīm walking upwards on a dry water flow path, reflecting about my childhood preferences for soccer games. I reach a place where it started to rain. Then, I dreamt about family. Itīs important for me to point out that the boring DC I mentioned the previous night, appeared this time, what shows me that somehow, writing this project is an incubating method as well.
Day starts
Today is an important day due to my wife arrives in the night. We must set up home to wellcome her and my younger daughter. I didnīt have much time to incubate music, although there was a small time I was able to practice guitar. I had a phone call asking for a job. Then we went to the airport to wellcome her. We got back home, and everything was about family. I didnīt have time to write down anything and while falling asleep, I just thought that as it is imposible for me to make a proper incubating system, my expectations are far from my thoughts, I could focus on my sex drive. Anyway, here are the sets for the small time I dedicated to music incubating system:
1-Volume level -----------------------Headphones in the head.
2-Amount of songs---------------------One.
3-Type of music-----------------------Epic Heavy Metal.
4-Preference--------------------------Like it, while practicing.
5-Time of exposure--------------------Less than an hour.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------Very low.
Inforcing topics:There were no more inforcing topics than my thoughts about my wifeīs new clothing.
Day X-4 (Wednesday)
-Last night resume-
As I was not able to recall much more from the song and didnīt have the chance to make a proper incubating system for today, I just focused on my sex drive when I saw my wife from a time. We were too tired to do anything. House was a chaos, and night wasnīt quite enough due to the young ladies. Then I fell asleep. Dream Recall was very low too. I just can remember being in some kind of empty underground slaughter house which was flooded some days ago but now itīs all dried. I knew about this due to we ask some people there, I donīt remember what for. I found an old friend of mine who was my first guitar teacher. We were looking for my cousin whose cell number I look for in my cellphone which battery is low. Iīm not able to get the number in spite of my efforts. There was something else about him, but I cannot remember more, I just can get flash feelings but not complete pictures. Does anyone knows how to recall from those feelings? I think they could get incubated too and may be have the chance to dream about it.
Day starts
Today is a more organizing day. I had to show my wife what I taught to our daughter. Then I went for the job, and got back with all the requirements except for one thing which I will get for tomorrow. Day was quiet in general, no songs in my way to get the job. Although there was visual detail. An ancient memory jumped out while I was waiting to cross the street. I saw a huge truck which reminded an old toy. This time it was a more enjoyable toy for me. May be it will get into the dreams. I bought a couple of beers for us although It lookslike we wont have them for tonight. In the afternoon, I practiced guitar again then I put some random music to playback. The practicing song is still sounding in my head by now. The sets for it:
1-Volume level -----------------------Headphones in the head.
2-Amount of songs---------------------One.
3-Type of music-----------------------Epic Heavy Metal.
4-Preference--------------------------Like it, while practicing.
5-Time of exposure--------------------Less than an hour.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------Regular.
Inforcing topics: The toy and the song, I think there must be something related to them. As we were not able to have a proper conversation with my wife, I could be dreaming something about this lack of communication (I remember the song of RATT) when I had the cassette cover but not the tape-->It was the only song I knew from them for a time-->I had a quest for this tape-->Those were my just Heavy Metal times-->Everything around was Heavy Metal!-->I remember an old jean jacket without sleeves I found somewhere-->It was my "uniform" during my highschool. This time, Iīm making the connections before going to bed. I donīt know what will come to my mind there.
Day X-5 (Thrusday)
-Last night resume-
After turning off the PC. I recieved a call which stopped my thoughts about the incubation for a while. After that I realized that some organizations for bed time must be done. My sleep was interrupted, I had bad cycles, I just can remember low dreams: My mother was too apathic that she didnīt want to talk too much. She told me something about a spider when Iīm preparing some fast food for myself. We are in an old known house. I ask her to repeat what she said. No more words from her side. She looks bored. As "spider" was the only thing I was able to understand, I start to look for a spider somewhere. I find it on a window which is on the side of a ladder. The spider is pretty small. It doesnīt surprise me, I go on with my sandwich.
The next dream I was able to remember: We are in a Mall again, but this time, with my family. There are giving toys for the children who come in, but the toys must be given back after the visit finishes. I have a small soldier in my hand. Itīs my daughter's toy. I take a shopping car and go for them while thinking "Hope they donīt get confused". After that, there is a military guy who was playing some war games and he let his empty bag inside a bathroom. I can examine that bag for a while, then I find a known small knife. I think to myself "usefull". Then I get to an icecream shop. Thereīs a known person whose DC appears for the first time. Thereīs something about my wish to have a nice icecream. I wake up and life goes on.
Day starts
I have to do some procedure for today and finish a work for tomorrow. Work is in stand-by. Procedure went wrong. Headache started during night. There is no music incubation for today but random music if there was something.
The sets for the music:
1-Volume level -----------------------None.
2-Amount of songs---------------------None.
3-Type of music-----------------------None.
4-Preference--------------------------None.
5-Time of exposure--------------------None.
6-Device used to playback-------------None.
7-My espectations---------------------None.
Inforcing topics: I just want to sleep well.
Day X-6 (Friday)
-Last night resume-
I woke up in the middle of the night. Then I was able to remember some dreams which I cannot remember right now. I think it is posible to remember them in another dream. Early in the morning I dreamed about attending a metal concert with some friends of mine, thereīs a recently frequent DC. Then Iīm in front of my PC doing something around DV, when I change the "User name" title to "User Box" It sounds interesting and I like it. I can see my avatar in the screen. Then I wake up and days goes on.
Day starts
Ordinary life as well. I had a small time to practice some guitar, same track. Random music was played during day. I still have a headache. I go for a walk in the afternoon. I wasnīt able to focus in anything but ordinary life. Before bed I organize some schedules. I go to sleep just wanting to sleep.
The sets for the song were
1-Volume level -----------------------Headphones in the head.
2-Amount of songs---------------------One.
3-Type of music-----------------------Epic Heavy Metal.
4-Preference--------------------------Like it, while practicing.
5-Time of exposure--------------------Less than an hour.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------None.
Inforcing topics: I just want to sleep well.
Day X-7 (Saturday)
-Last night resume-
I didnīt think about any topic in particular, I just let my mind flow. First I dreamed about something that called my attention for a while in the afternoon. It started from the question Could it be usefull? In the dream I had both the time and space to check it and finally know it is not. Then some lunch with this newly frequent DC's cousin. There is some problem here with unknown DCīs. Then I go to a College Campus to find my wife. I donīt find her here and another experience from the previous day gets into the dream: While I was having a walk, deliverately I walked to an obviously closed path, then I had to get back on my steps. I did something similar when I was looking for my wife. After that, I am wearing an analog watch in my right hand. I see the time, thereīs something strange in all of this but cannot tell what (I donīt wear any hand watch since a very long time). All I can think is itīs too late. Then I decide to go out from the Campus. I walk through the insane pavilion. I get 3 of them following me. I focus on misleading the leader. They donīt even know they are following someone.
Day starts
The sets for the songs were:
1-Volume level -----------------------Headphones in the head + speakers.
2-Amount of songs---------------------Three.
3-Type of music-----------------------Heavy Metal.
4-Preference--------------------------Like them, while practicing.
5-Time of exposure--------------------Some more than an hour.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------None.
Inforcing topics: While I was updating the above text, a DC jumped to my mind. It triggered a dreamscape where I woke up from the bed for the first time. I was staring at an urban house when I realized I was laying on bed yet. I decided to wake up to see what happens. LD! Iīm focusing on the insane pavilion and its particular DC which triggered the above experience. Now Iīm remembering a LD where I saw a straw man which starts to burn while I think it. Once I stop thinking it gets back to its original position, standing against a wall. I was very exited those times as I can remember it. Itīs nice to remember that surrounding dreamscape feeling. I wont let it go. I know itīs what I was looking for. LD feeling this time.
Day X-8 (Sunday)
-Last night resume-
Before going to bed, unregular behavior took me out from my Lucid Dreaming toughts. My sleep cycles were interrupted out of REM stage. I just can remember doing something very interesting in my dreams. I have very low recall this time. I just can remember a short dream where Iīm taking some shortcuts.
Day starts
Ordinary life + some abstract feelings from the latest dream when looked to recall more from time to time. Practiced for a while then interrupted. The sets for the song this time:
1-Volume level -----------------------Headphones in the head + speakers.
2-Amount of songs---------------------One.
3-Type of music-----------------------Epic Heavy Metal.
4-Preference--------------------------Like it, while practicing.
5-Time of exposure--------------------Less than an hour.
6-Device used to playback-------------PC.
7-My espectations---------------------None.
Inforcing topics: There was a time when I didnīt played the cover. In stead of that I was practicing more technical stuff. Thereīre some espectations for a new toy. We played with the kids during the afternoon. I'm focusing in the LD feelings I got yesterday. Specially on the surround feeling. Sight and Hearing.
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