Another unsuccessful attempt . . .

First of all, I think that I dreamed that I WILDed (weird!). I'm not exactly sure and I'm still trying to sort out what happened, but I do know that I was dreaming beforehand. At one point I was near waking (was this my starting point?) and I was aware of my real body and the room around me. I thought that my boyfriend was moving around the room and that my eyes were partially open and rolling back in my head. I thought that he might be freaking out so I was trying to talk to him. It was dificult to move my lips, but I thought I said his name. It was very similar to SP and like in SP, I knew that my boyfriend being there could be a delusion. But I don't think I was paralyzed. I thought that I felt him get into bed next to me.

Then I either dreamed that I woke, or I did wake completely and he was where I thought he'd be in bed, but I knew that he hadn't been up at all. I asked him, "Did you hear me?" He said that he had heard me and was waiting for me to go on.

Anyway, the tsunami:
Well I thought that I was falling asleep, so I was concentrating vigorously on keeping my awareness. I was kneeling on tiles similar to the ones at my parents' house, except that I could push the tiles in like keyboard keys. I didn't think this was odd, in fact I thought that the only reason there weren't letters on them was because I was dreaming, and that I'd be able to use these in reality. There are also bird cages around from my previous dream. As soon as I'm satisfied that I'm completely asleep I start crawling forward because I think that if I get up I might lose lucidity.

I crawl a few feet and I'm at the edge of a seaside cliff. I look out at the swells turning into waves in the distance and try to make a big one. A huge one starts much further out than the others and I can already tell that it's much much bigger than any normal wave. But as it forms I decide that it's still not big enough to be a tsunami. Furthermore I need to be out in the ocean to ride it. From looking out at the sea, I turn my head so that I would see the cliff stretching away in the distance, but as I do I will the cliff not to be there. It flickers black, then moves back a few hundred feet, not as far as I wanted. It occurs to me now that I wasn't standing on anything at this point. Not that I was floating, I just didn't need anything to stand on . . .

Then I woke up. This tsunami thing is turning out to be a challenge for me.