So these last two mornings have been crazy. i had to get up early at about 530 after going to bed at about 11. my boyfriend had to go to work both mornings so i had to head home. so once i got there id watch tv on the couch for about an hour and then at about 7 get comfy to fall asleep cause i was insanely tired.

the first morning i just layed there and slowly felt myelf falling asleep then suddenly i was staring at the tv laying on a different section of the couch... then i realized the tv was floating a few feet in front of me, then i realized i was dreaming! but then everything starts fading so i try to think of how to bring it back... but then say whatever cause i was just tired. but then it comes back but the tv is gone. so i decide to try to get up to explore but moving seems so difficult because i can still feel my real body against the couch (weird). so as im walking i rub my hands together because ive read this helps stablize things. it got a little better but everything still felt shakey. so im heading to the kitchen and i see OJ haha. this because i know im sleeping with my mouth open so my mouth is dry. i pick it up kinda skeptical if there will be any and there isnt... its empty and dry! then suddenly i feel myself wake up on the couch and my mom and my sister come downstairs but i just try to keep sleeping and roll back to where i was. then i feel myself wake up again! that time for real!

the 2nd morning same thing.. but when i went felt myself falling asleep there was a moment when i felt my arms drift into the air and i felt like i lifted off the couch... crazy feeling! i thought it was really happening but then i thought it might be normal. then again i was on the couch opening my eyes and i knew i was dreaming.. so i tried to get up but it was SO hard. i struggled and then tried to look and the clock to RC and i couldnt read it... everything was out of focus! then im waking up again looking at the couch.. but i KNOW it was a false awakening becase the out of focusness... so i try to get up and this time i barely get off the couch.. then i wake up for real.

SO QUESTIONS

is it normal for the dream to feel kinda shakey?... everything just seems out of focus to me when im aware that im dreaming. and is there a way i can focus things?

is it normal for it to be so hard to move?

why are the WILD's so short and why do i have false awakenings? is there a way to make them longer?

and both times i was on my couch... do the WILD's start at where you really are just becaue of your awareness?

last... the OJ, was it not in there because i was skeptical. do i really have to believe for things to happen?

I'd apprecaite your answers! thanks