Why do I fear this now? why can't I just do it? is it because of all the things I read about it???? I say Im going to do it tonight, I wake up at like 3:00, its not time to do it yet but i shut my alarm clock off, I just fear it and go to sleep. I really want to do it but im afraid, afraid of being stuck or the Hallucinations. What can I do? I fear being in a lucid dream with expectations of bad things that will happen, I really want to practice WILD and not let these things get in the way. I appreaciate any help I can get.
Thank you guys.