Voices wanting to kill me

**Djerv** · 03-18-2011 05:16 AM

As of half an hour ago, i attempted a WBTB. Im very familiar with the hallucinations by now, and before I begin the transition into dreaming, I always rationalize what will happen. But rational thinking seem to elude me after the SP has begun.

As im lying there, enjoying all the trippy hallucinations (sense of levitation, seeing colors), Then it happens, and as always, it destroys my LD attempt. The hellish voices start to torment me.

(This time it was worse than usual, so I might actually have entered the dream without knowing it, I thought at the time, that I was still in deep SP).
When im lying there unable to move, someone starts breathing down my neck. Then saying in this devilish voice: "You're what we call a Bridgeburner. You burn the bridge as you cross it, and now... you will be stuck out here forever."

Driven by fear, I try to wake myself up. i KNEW that if I didn't wake up now, I would be stuck in the transition forever. And of course I wake up, mad at myself again for giving into the hallucinations.

This is happening so often, its hard for me to WILD. If anyone can help me get rid of/ignore these voices, I would appreciate it greatly.

**Frankie** · 03-19-2011 03:38 AM

Put your awareness onto somethng else, notice the voice, realize it is not real and you will never becmome stuck

**Tripoli** · 03-19-2011 05:55 AM

I understand this may be completely ignorant considering I don't know just how bad it is but try to think.

"Bring it!" in the most beastly, angry, intimidating voice you can, maybe it will help you conquer the voices.

**Djerv** · 03-20-2011 10:39 PM

I've tried ignoring the voices, that definately doesn't help. Maybe "taunting" them will work, ill try that next time :p
It's hard to put into words how an experience like this actually feels, it might not sound scary to you. But im not easily frightened, but this still scares me.

**LonelyTurtle** · 03-21-2011 05:08 AM

Originally Posted by Djerv

I've tried ignoring the voices, that definately doesn't help. Maybe "taunting" them will work, ill try that next time :p
It's hard to put into words how an experience like this actually feels, it might not sound scary to you. But im not easily frightened, but this still scares me.

Heres a trick I learned to make anything (even in waking life) seem much less scary. Just develop a jaunty, carefree attitude towards things that frighten you.
Use this to visualize it.
Just say to it "Fuck off." with a wink, Or think "Shuddup, faggot". Or "Instead of breathing on me, how about you go and fuck yourself."
Sorry for the profanities, it works for me. Just go at it with a light hearted attitude.

**LucidJuggalo** · 03-21-2011 04:18 PM

At the end of the day bro (or sis), it's all a figment of your imagination. It's just the same as something random you've drawn on a piece of paper.
It's all in your mind. It can't hurt you in any way.

Originally Posted by Djerv

I've tried ignoring the voices, that definately doesn't help. Maybe "taunting" them will work, ill try that next time :p

Don't run away or block it out. Face your fears and clearly state in some form that you really don't give a damn.

The only thing to fear is fear itself.

**Djerv** · 03-21-2011 08:06 PM

Thanks for the replies. Going to try and talk back to the voice next time, face my fears.
Now I have a busy week ahead of me, so probably not gonna do any WBTB before the weekend though.

**Chimpertainment** · 03-21-2011 10:20 PM

make sure you are in the right state of mind before attempting this tek. Could be your subconscious is occupied with something and it needs to be cleared. you can only do this consciously ie. while you are awake.

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