As of half an hour ago, i attempted a WBTB. Im very familiar with the hallucinations by now, and before I begin the transition into dreaming, I always rationalize what will happen. But rational thinking seem to elude me after the SP has begun.
As im lying there, enjoying all the trippy hallucinations (sense of levitation, seeing colors), Then it happens, and as always, it destroys my LD attempt. The hellish voices start to torment me.
(This time it was worse than usual, so I might actually have entered the dream without knowing it, I thought at the time, that I was still in deep SP).
When im lying there unable to move, someone starts breathing down my neck. Then saying in this devilish voice: "You're what we call a Bridgeburner. You burn the bridge as you cross it, and now... you will be stuck out here forever."
Driven by fear, I try to wake myself up. i KNEW that if I didn't wake up now, I would be stuck in the transition forever. And of course I wake up, mad at myself again for giving into the hallucinations.
This is happening so often, its hard for me to WILD. If anyone can help me get rid of/ignore these voices, I would appreciate it greatly.
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