Haha awww mcwillis..thank you though.

Ok so last night I took two actifed pills which make you really sleepy and I stayed up until 3 a.m. Did some breatheing meditation and layed on my back waiting to fall into sleep paralysis hoping it would work even though most people say it dosen't if you haven't slept for 4-6 hours but guess what. I think I wild-ed. I'm not sure what it was but I started to see some different lights in the darkness and all of a sudden my body went numb. Then my eyes started to open by themselves and I couldn't control them so they did and it was over. So I got really frustrated.

Then I set the alarm to 6:45 so I can get up and try the WBTB again. I failed. Something about my body disables me from going back to sleep after waking up. It dosen't matter if I slept 8 hours or 2. If I'm up, then I'm up.

Anyway going to go fill in my first journal entry <3

And I am not giving up. I'm going to get lucid if it's the last thing I do