Alright so last night I went to bed, woke up about four hours later popped 8mg Galatamine and 400mg Choline and went back to bed. I was expecting a night of vivid dreams but was rewarded with my first successful wild. I had a little bit of trouble falling back to sleep but once I did I had the most amazing dream of getting lost while bike riding beside a lake, the detail was amazing and I awoke with butterflies in my stomach. I quickly fell back into a sleep trance but this time I stayed aware. I noticed my body feeling very relaxed and eventually I felt myself sliding off my BED! (Now this is where I did it wrong all my other attempts) foolishly I opened my eyes and thought I was in the dream already since I felt like I had fallen off my bed, but instead I was plastered to my bed and a wave of fear came over me as I saw a shadow pacing back and forth at the side of my bed. Now this is the first real HI I can say 100% wasn't me just freaking out. I immediately closed my eyes as hard as I could and started trying to move. It took about 30 seconds before I could move again. I then kept on getting into that sleep trance really easily just by closing my eyes, but I was to afraid to continue so I kept jerking myself awake as soon as I felt it. Finally I said "fuck it" and I did it. This time when I felt myself sliding off my bed I remained still and waited. I didn't hear any sounds or see any images but the next thing I knew I was standing in my backyard fully aware it was a dream. So I did what any wise person would do...I flew to find a hottie to bang...oh and did I.....sadly I woke up as soon as I...*cough*..."met" her.... |
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