Thread: Waking up right after a WILD...

I've been doing WILD and have gotten pretty good at initiating it. First come the spins, the the floating, then the dropping, then the flying, then the vibrations with the vivid hallucinations. Every time a vibration comes, the dreamlet is shattered. The short dreams are always in the area I last fell asleep and the environment is completely static. If the lights weren't on, they won't turn on. I am in my pajamas. Anybody in the house with me will be sleeping and unable to be woken. There are no characters other than this.

Occasionally I will hear the most beautiful and unique instrumental music that flows and makes my dream eyes cry. This is really awesome, if only could detect notes from pitch and then remember the melody and write it down after I awaken. The music is also accompanied with a blissful feeling of complete ecstasy that is literally better than all opiates or any drug I've ever tried.

If I attempt to leave the house, the dream collapses and starts back in my bed. Every. Time. Now... once this period of hypnagogia subsides, (when the vibrations grow softer and more spaced out and eventually fade away) I am left in a blackness. I have the opiated feeling of before. I am still not technically "awake" but I can hear the windchimes out my window and feel my bedsheets. I feel the urge to move. And when I do, the opiate feeling instantly vanishes and I have awoken for real.

It is as if all my progress had been erased. wtf, how do I enter the dream and why does this happen? This occurs every time I try to WILD.