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    If only...

    by , 11-19-2014 at 02:01 PM (573 Views)
    I'm in a mall that resembles my school. There's tons of people all around me, some faces familiar and some not. It strikes me as weird that there's so many people around me and yet I have no one to talk to. Then it hits me that I am new to my school which explains my shyness but it doesn't explain other's lack of curiosity. I ignore the stupid little thought and keep moving when I stop at the sight of my "crush" as you can say. He's just there all alone looking around as if waiting for someone. Maybe that someone's me? But then again he doesn't know I exist. So I try to avoid him, but as I walk he seems to only get closer. Maybe he does know I exist after all? But then I see him lunge towards some other person of who I can't make out. Is it a girl or a guy? Curiosity gets the best me so I walk over and see who he's hugging because it obviously isn't me.
    It's a girl. My heart drops.
    I run towards the steps trying not to look back. Luckily when I give in there's two obese chicks behind me snickering loudly. I exhale unknowing I was holding my breath.
    I keep moving forward hoping to find something to distract these frivolous thoughts and just as hope lost its way, I find a gigantic library with books shining the color of gold. My eyes start to water as I frolic towards a bookcase labeled, Romance.
    How typical, right? I can't help that I have a huge heart for romance.
    I grab a book and open it and just as I'm about to read the title the impossible comes knocking on my door and there he is, standing ever so beautifully in his skinny jeans just the right size and his blue Hollister jacket that always seems to appear in my dreams(ironic?).
    I blink as I close the book and try to shield my face with my hand (I don't understand why I wouldn't just pretend to read the book) and hope that he doesn't notice me(but isn't it my dream for him to notice me?).
    He's on the phone talking to someone now. He's talking awfully loud and I overhear him giving someone directions to pick him up. Unknowingly, I've been following him while trying to shield my face this entire time, but he doesn't seem to notice.
    I see a car outside with a man on his phone and think maybe that's my crush's ride. So I find the strength to pick up an entire bookcase and place it right in front of the entrance/exit way. Then I hide and watch as he tries to get out, snickering to myself with my mouth covered. He looks pretty upset at this point so I manifest myself like a fairy godmother here to save the day and pick up the bookcase and place it where it was born. He smiles and says "thank you" and places a kiss on my forehead and walks away, ever so sweetly, to his ride while I stare, eyes wide and my mouth stuck in a capital "O", trying to comprehend what just happened.
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    Updated 11-19-2014 at 02:07 PM by 71606

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    1. mrspacebootz's Avatar
      I forgot to mention this is like the fourth time he appeared in my dreams. It's completely odd for ONE person to appear so many times in my dream(s). It's not common at all, or is it? I know that I like him but come on: is it really necessary to daydream and dream at night about him? That's too much of one person. It's already hard living the day without him so why must I live in fantasy with him? It makes everything worse. These dreams keep fueling me towards him, but for what? I've already decided I have NO fighting chance with him. But what are my dreams trying to tell me? If you're reading this sulky comment, please tell me what you think this dream is trying to tell me about him.
    2. DawnEye11's Avatar
      I think the dream is trying to tell you what you already know. You like him but you think about him from afar because you feel you can't have him. Have you ever thought about just being his friend? You don't have to be if you don't want to though. Perhaps if you talk to someone about it or write your feelings down you can move on and get it off your chest. The heart can be confusing but if you don't pay attention to him or change your actions in your dreams you will lose interest. Waiting around for someone who you are going to go no where with can be tiring. : P
    3. mrspacebootz's Avatar
      I think that to be true. But something tells me if I try harder things will work out right. Idk