lucid

I feel the vibrations almost immediately after waking up. I felt new sensations such as my head "sinking" into the pillow and it felt like I was under something. I get up and open my eyes but I see weird visuals and I get teleported back into my bed. Instead of opening my eyes I just allowed my dream to come into focus and after a few seconds the visuals faded in and I could see. Infront of me was the window and there is daylight coming through. To my right is the hallway that leads to the living room, the living room window had no daylight, it looked like it was nighttime. I walk into my living room and I see my mom sleeping on the couch I decide not to bother her. I look through the window and I see men crawling around. I hear a voice narration say they are after me. I foolishly believe it. I try to escape the apartment but before I could get to the door three men open it and try to get me. I went past them and went outside. It is night out. I manage to get away from them by turning invisible. I do so by crossing my middle finger over my index finger and I just turn invisible but the power doesn't last long and I am caught. Now suddenly I am talking to my mom. There is this thing in my throat that helps me breathe and I am angry at my mom. I am talking with her on the phone, asking her why did she attach this thing onto my throat without asking me. She doesn't respond at all. I do hear some sort of electronic voice, I turn up the phone volume to understand what it is saying (I forgot what it said when I woke up). It told me of some sort of location which I write down and go to. Now suddenly I am on a balcony and these guys are after me. I jump to another balcony only to find out that they are near there too. So I jump off and I could fly. It was a blizzard out there. I fly down and then the dream shifts to something about superman and I wake up.

Note: This wasn't much of a lucid dream since I lost lucidity at about the time I started being chased.

I am in some sort of bathroom and I look into the mirror. I see a woman. Curious, I look closer wondering what is happening. Then I see another reflection walk into view. At this point I realize that I am dreaming and declare lucidity. I look closer to the mirror and I feel a force pull me inside the mirror. I lose my lucidity in the process and I end up underwater. As I breathe I feel the water entering my lungs. It was a very vivid feeling. Despite this sensation I can breathe just fine. Next thing I know I am talking to a guy about plundering a dungeon in search of ancient artifacts. but I must pay 7,000 gold. I then try to look into the guys computer but for what I don't know. I remember that I had trouble shutting down the computer. No matter how many times I clicked shut down it just would not do so but finally it did. I also remember being outside playing catch with people across the street. After playing, this black man comes up and says something about how we should not play around the street. Then everyone started to have asthma attacks. For me mine wasn't as bad as what the others have had. I coughed a little bit


Note: First lucid in a long time. After combining ADA with critical questioning. Hopefully my next lucid won't be far away.

I wake up in a comfortable position to DEILD so I roll out to enter the dream. I land on my feet. I purposely fall back and close my eyes because I heard this increases lucidity. I reappear in the same dream scape.
I go to the bathroom and I look into the mirror. I see myself as a normal person. I put my hand up to the mirror and try to go through it. I don't go through it but it did felt strange. I push it and it bends a little, like it is made out of some cheap plastic. I then get a pointy object and poke a hole into the mirror. A strange multi colored substance oozes out of the mirror. I dip my finger on it. The substance then started to spread over my finger slowly. I thought it might take over my body or something but didn't get scared.

Even thought the bathroom door is closed a part of it is made out of glass. I see a shadowy figure quickly moved past the bathroom door. I then look out and I see some random guy just staring at me so I come out. I asked "who are you and what do you represent" And I couldn't remember.

He vanishes. Ahead of the bathroom is the living room and I see the window. It was a cloudy morning in this world. I then remembered my goal to practice psi in the dream world. My intention manifested in a book about psi appearing on a nearby table. I am impatient and didn't want to read a book, instead I wanted to summon some sort of master to teach me instead. There was another book on the table about programming in C# but I didn't even pick that up. I tried to summon the master of psi but pretending he's there but I wake up soon after.

After I roll out my vision seems to be sorta impaired like there is something in the way. I wake up. Then I DEILD again but this time instead of waiting for the vibes to stop completely I just roll while I'm still vibrating. It works and I am in the dream. I ignore the vision problem and it fixes its self. I touch the walls and stuff to ground myself. I then wanted to do something interesting so I get into the mind set of a ghoul to see if I could change. It kinda works. I think I grew claws and sharp teeth..maybe?? Anyway I go into that bathroom and slice a DC neck. Some blood got into my mouth and it taste like...strawberry? (No wonder zombies like eating people). I then look myself in the mirror and I am completely normal looking. I got the same bushy hair, the same brown skin, nothing changed. I then decided to just be normal. I go into my living room.

The lights are already on. On both sides there are two couches which are used by beds by me. To my left is the entrance to the kitchen, near the entrance is a yellow chair and a table. At the back of the living room are two windows, an air conditioner is taking the place of the window. And the T.V. I have this strange feeling that the ghoul version of myself is coming after me. I look at the bathroom and the bathroom door which I have left opened when I exited is all of a sudden closed. I have a feeling that this evil me is in there. I hear growls. I decided that I should just get this over with so I walk in there and let the thing 'kill' me. After I 'die' my consciousness merges with this other part of me, then I become normal. When I exit the bathroom for the second time I see a head on the floor that can talk. It is covered in a mask. The entrance to the apartment is open. I kick the head out and close the door.

I go into the kitchen. I feel myself leaving the dream. Quickly, I ground myself by looking down at my body and touching it, this works as I feel my presence return. I then say "Hmm what did I wanted to do...oh yeah psi!" I then sit down, close my eyes and tried to make a psi ball but I quickly lost lucidity and the dream changes drastically.

I am now a simple observer. I am in space and I say to myself " I want to colonize my own planet" I find a planet and 'drag' it over somewhere. I see space cars flying by. I then rotate the planet around. I see a yellow node on the planet that has the name of a location on the planet. I ping myself over there. Now I am observing an anachronox style fight. (Anachronox is a fun game btw). So I see Sly Boots, Grampos and some 3rd character I don't know that's in the game. Boots dies. So I, as the observer playing the game somehow uses a mindtear (that revives dead characters) on boots. He comes back but for some reason he is still on the ground. Grampos kills boots again. The scene changes. Now I am playing sphinx and the cursed mummy, or just observing it. (If you like Zelda you will like this game). I see the main character Sphinx get trapped in a room and attacked by a wolf spirit head. Another character says "Blood is now in your lungs, it now longs for more, you will feel like you are aging.."

Another scene change. Now I am watching Ethan Mars from Heavy rain (Another interesting game lol). Ethan looks out the window and he has a shocked look on his face. I get a view of the window, there is nothing but an abyss. Then a grown up Shaun appears and closes the window. Then the scene changes to Ethan jumping off of these platforms hanging from the abyss, unfortunately Ethan messes up a jump and he falls into darkness.

Another scene change. I am in the bathroom and all of a sudden these aliens appear and say "We have accumulated billions of dollars take us to your leaders" Then I wake up.

I get bombarded by a lot of students at school. I appear in a small room and this woman telling me "Matthew already told you about this, this is your fault, you should've listened" I give Matthew, a young kid who is sitting on the floor a thumbs up, then turn back to the woman. "But I..." I look away for a second but when I turn back the woman vanished!" "Where did she go...wait a minute this is a dream!" I then attempt to ground myself by touching stuff like the walls but I wake up all of a sudden.

I am in a computer room playing a pc game. There is a guy next to me that is using my chair as well. I tell him to get off but he ignores me. I fall asleep for a second and realized I was sleeping on his arm. I get off quickly. Suddenly I find myself in a different area. The idea of looking for Robert Waggoner comes to mind and I do so. I have a false memory of what one of Mr. Waggoners associates was around and I find him and ask him "Where is Robert Waggoner" he refuses to tell me. There are many doors which lead to auditoriums and inside are people preaching. I go into one of them thinking Waggoner is in there but I realize he isn't there so I leave.

I enter a lobby area and inside are kids playing around and they are probably 10 yrs old. One of the kids runs vertically up the wall! I notice how odd this is and say "wait a minute, thats not possible...." Another kid tries it and he stays on the wall for a second before falling off. The kid tells me "Well it is, and it is needed" I say "I agree but this shouldn't be possible..." Then it clicked! "I am dreaming!". I decide that looking for Mr.Waggoner in the dream state was interesting so I decided to go with it.


I see a chubby man sitting on a bench. I go up to him and notice his eyes are light purple. I ask "Where is Robert Waggoner" "I don't know" he says. I run and as I run I got past some skinny guy in a suit. I end up in a big open area of the building, probably the entrance. I decide to fly so I jump up but before I get to the ceiling I have a false awakening. The place I am in doesn't even look like my room. I leave the room and it is dark but still light enough to see. I see women in the distance wearing revealing outfits and they start to dance and sing for me. (Awesome!)

After that I become an observer and the scene changes. I watch a limbless man and a normal man with a gun. The limbless man poops on the mans gun. Pissed, the man grabs the limbless man and takes him into his car and drives off. His car was a nice slick black color. And it was very nice looking outside.

After the vibrations I try to roll out but there is a powerful resistance. I try harder and I manage to leave my sleeping position. I do no RC. I go into the kitchen. I pay attention to the sensation of walking. I go into the kitchen. I put my hands in front of me. I look up and I notice my fingers had no end! My fingers became longer as I looked up. When I clench my hands into a fist my fingers return to normal. I then try to see if I could extend my fingers at will. I try to extend my fingers to reach the file cabinet at the other side of the kitchen. I try two times before the dream ends.

I do a DEILD chain. There is a subtle change in my bodies position on my bed. First, my tongue which was lying at the back of my mouth was now sticking out and my teeth were clenched on it, second, my leg was slowly falling off of the bed even though it was in a secure position. These were not physical sensations, these sensations were my dream body but at the time I thought they were real. I move my leg back onto the bed and I then rolled out a few minutes after that. My phone is ringing so I pick it up.
It is my friend. I say "Did I call you early" "yes you did". While talking I was trying to do the digital clock reality check. I notice the time was 4:72. I know I am dreaming now but I wake up.

I stay still to do DEILD again. This time I am in a void but on both of my sides there are two portals that lead to different dream scenes. To my left there is a cartoony world, to my right is a more mundane shopping center.
I roll to my right and end up at the shopping center. I get the feeling I must now run. As I do run I notice a man chasing me. He throws stuff at me. It doesn't hurt but I can still feel it. Though I am being chased I find it surprisingly fun. I then jump in between two gaining height each time. I land on the floor and look at my hands to maintain lucidity but the dream ends. I try to do DEILD again but couldn't get into the right state.

I am in a large building probably the second floor and it is populated by a lot of people. I am naked running through the place but nobody seems to care and they are doing there thing. I then go into a hallway and go into this computer room. No lights are on in here so it is dark but there is some light shining through the blinds of the window. I see my computer programming teacher. I then touch her cheeks and say "pay attention to how this feels" then I grab a sharpie and write "3:21" on the desk and say "if this changes then you are dreaming!" she just gets mad and wipes it off.

Two guys are hear as well and they have my backpack. I tell them "I don't care this is just a dream" they take out a grey binder.( I had this grey binder many years ago but not now") All of a sudden the room is empty and I get a text "Retrieve my belt doc it's in my room, the car number is (insert random numbers here)" (I wonder if it was bugs bunny...). While in this computer room there is this strange music playing. All of a sudden I have this feeling that I must turn around so I do. There is this big man in a red shirt slowly walking to me. I leave the room quickly and I am back into the hallway where there are many people. The man comes out of the room, stomps his foot and vanishes.

Suddenly the dream becomes like a video game. My health is on the bottom left corner of my FOV (field of vision) and is represented by these brown dots. The man attacks me several times causing my health to go down.
I then change my beliefs and make myself think that I can regenerate. My health then goes back up. I find this small room with a belt but before I get it the red shirt dude appears. I then use force choke from star wars to kill him. I grab the belt. I then recharge myself but I seem to have recharged too much since a message appears that says "The belt has exploded and the world has been shaken" and my health was back at one. I quickly recharge it back to full and I wake up.

Note: Once again a low level lucid since I seem to know I am dreaming but not to the extent of knowing that everyone around me is a part of myself and not actual people. But even so this is good progress for improving my DILD skills.

I am in this midly lit room with the girl I like at school who I will simply call 'C'. I tell C I need to use the bathroom. Once I use the toilet I notice that the thingy is extremely longer than usual, approximately 20 inches. This prompts me to become (mildly) lucid. Once I am done I tuck the thingy away, somehow it shrinks back into my pants perfectly. I then go back out to see C but all I see in her place are bandages that are wrapped in a way that looks like shes trapped in there. I unwrap them and she is not in there but I do find a necklace. I open the necklace and inside there is a timer. I knew instantly that it is a bomb!

I am suddenly transported outside in the day. I see the main roads out in the distance and cars going by. I look at the timer and there is 30 seconds left! I quickly try to find a place where I can safely throw the thing. Between me and where the main roads are is a big open grassy field. With only 10 seconds left I throw the necklace out there and it explodes. The explosion is pretty smaller than expected. One guy who saw laughs at me. I then walk to a big building which I presume to be where I was earlier.

Before I go in there are a bunch of black military dudes running out of the building. I assume they are going to investigate the explosion but luckily they don't suspect me at all and just go right past me. As I walk inside I notice another girl I know who I will call M. M is talking to C. M says "I knew you needed help" while both M and C are also leaving the building while I am walking in. This place is like a restaurant. I see some people sitting at tables but I don't see any food. I go next to a table of two old ladies. I randomly say "All imaginary people must vanish" and only one person vanishes" one of the old ladies looks at me weird then talks to the other woman.

I then go to a table that has a young black couple there. I say to them " How do you know that those stairs over there are just as real as the stairs of your physical house" the lady puts me off but the man considers my question. The man puts his finger out. I touch it and as soon as I did the dream collapses and I see all of these strange images appear before me before the scene changes. I feel like I am falling into the abyss. I wake up in a fiery place that can be compared to hell but not exactly. This placed is ruled by my health teacher (lol). The residents of this place are chubby purple colored women about 7ft tall. I try to sneak up to my teacher but he catches me.

He calls on his purple women guard. She just stares at me and walks away. Suddenly I am transported back to the outside world and I am walking with a group of people I can't identify. As we walk we see the Akatsuki organization from Naruto doing something but what I have no clue. I then remind myself I am dreaming then wake up.

Notes: Even though this is a lucid dream by definition I was just barely lucid, not lucid enough to feel like I am there, nor did I have full conscious control over my actions.

I am in my kitchen when all of a sudden I hear music coming from the drawers. There are four of them in a column. I try to open them all to see what is causing it but somehow whenever I try to open any drawer my hand keeps getting teleported to the second drawer. This prompts me to become lucid but I wake up moments later.

I had an unplanned DEILD but I excepted it. As soon as the vibes stop I roll out. First thing I did was head to my window. I see these plants growing from the outside wall of the house. They look extremely detailed. I could see the lines and the patterns they make are symmetrical. I then remember to try to speak to my inner awareness again. I look up and yell out "Hello?" and a childlike voice responds back saying "yes?" I then ask "who are you??" it responds but when I wake up I just couldn't recall what it said it was.

I start off at an abandoned house. I am mildly lucid. I go through the hallway and see my mothers old dolls on top of a dusty old bookshelf. I continue on and end up in a room. I then decide to do a reality check. I do the nose plug reality check and it does not work. I then try to push my finger through my palm and it doesn't work either. But I am lucid anyway. I had no goal in mind but the idea of speaking to my inner awareness as Robert Waggoner puts it comes into my head. My nose is stuffy in this dream. I look up and ask the 'dream awareness' "can you heal my nose?" I get no response and my nose doesn't feel any different. I then say "Change the dream scene..." once again nothing happens.

I am now dissapointed and I lose lucidity since I did not even ground myself or stabilize or anchor myself (my mistake) After some exploration I find myself outside on a balcony with a balloon. I thought about going to space with it. I grab the balloon and jump and I begin to float. I end up going to some guy that has a crap load of balloons. I ask to borrow some and he allows me to. I grab a handful of balloons and I wake up.

I wake up and stay still. At first I don't feel any vibrations. I begin to take slightly deeper breaths and then focus on relaxing my body and in a moments I began to feel the vibes. I see hypnagogic imagery of rain made of light just falling. Once I noticed the vibes have calmed down I roll out of my bed very quickly. This threw me off since usually when I roll out I feel a resistance to it but this time I rolled out very easily. I thought I had failed. Since my mother was sleeping onto the couch on the other side of the room I didn't want it to seem like it was an accident and that I did it on purpose. So I go up to her and say good morning. I then decide to do a RC just to make sure, but I had my doubts. It is early morning in this world so I am happy it isn't pitch black.

I do the nose plug RC and it confirms I am dreaming. Surprised but very happy I ignore my mom (sorry mom..) I then look at my hands and they are normal. (As this dream goes by I remind myself I am dreaming every once in awhile) I go into the bathroom and see that my reflection is normal, I try to go into the mirror but fail. Sometimes I feel myself being 'pulled' back to waking life but looking at my hands 'returns' me back.

Instead of trying to fly like a normal person would I decide to open up the window and try to climb out of the building (I should've flied!!!!) there is a screen protector so I reach into my pocket expecting a knife but instead I get a whole bunch of keys. I use the keys to punch a hole into the protector and then I opened up the whole so I can fit through. I then start to climb out the window. Now I got an idea. I try to summon up a good friend of mine so I look away and say "When I look back my friend (first, last) will be there" but that fails too. (I need better dream control, I know) then I go out into the window and I am hanging onto the edge. The dream then fades to black but I can still feel myself hanging onto the edge. I then try to stabilize the dream by using this sense of touch to ground myself.

It fails and I begin to feel myself lying in bed. "Darn I woke up" I thought. I then lose my lucidity when I got up from the couch. (Darn you false awakening!) I notice that my bedsheets are on the floor and I wonder why they are on the floor. I then check to see if there was a hole in the windows screen protector but there wasn't one. Also it is night outside now. I wonder to myself "Why are these sheets on the floor, wasn't I in sleep paralysis when I was dreaming?" (I should've gotten lucid again) I then put the bed sheets back on the couch and I wake up for real this time.

(I remembered to stay still and do the DEILD technique. I try to release whatever tension that is in my muscles and soon I felt the vibrations. They go off and on and I try to curb my excitement, I don't remember rolling out but I did get lucid.)

I am in my room now. I am lucid. I see my grandma sitting in her chair and she is talking with my mother. I hear my name mentioned but that is all I hear. I take the time to ground myself by rubbing my hands together and touching the objects around me. As I touch the wall I notice how cool it felt. I look at my hands and nothing is wrong with them. All of a sudden I 'wake up' and now I am in the same place again. I am still lucid but unsure if I am dreaming so I do the nose plug RC and it confirms I am dreaming. I then go up to my grandma and slap her in the face. I run into the hallway. "I hope she didn't get mad" I say. I return and she is sleeping (like she always does in real life). I feel like I am being 'pulled' and then I wake up.

I am outside sitting at a desk that is facing the house. It seems to be getting dark. I have no shoes on. I check my phone to see what time it is. It is past 3. I know my mother comes home at 3 so I open the garage door and push the desk inside. I then stop what I am doing and take a moment to look around my surroundings. Nothing is out of the ordinary but even so my awareness had increased enough for me to realize I am dreaming! I rub my hands together. I look around my dreamscape again but I feel like I am fading away. I close my eyes and wake up...